banana
Disciple of Prayer
Recently I have become very jealous and insecure with the gilrs that train at the gym two doors down from my fiance's work. All the girls flirt with him, they wave in a flirty way and he gives them attention by looking at them and when they walk past makes it obvious he is checking them out by either meowing at them or saying pwoh as he looks at their butt. I find this very disrespectful as he does it frequently and it makes me feel very sad, I'm in tears and im extremley jealous. The girls continue to talk to him in particular this one girl has deliberately been parking near him, lifting her skirt up in the wind so he can have a look and being all provocative around him to get his attention. I am outraged when i see this lady - I am that mad I could go up to her and punch her in the head. I hate this feeling and the devil is trying to make jelousy get the better of me. I dont want to get upset when this happens and I dont want to compare myself to other girls....... He comments all the time about any celebrity and female and he doesnt get how hurtful it is to me. Please pray for me as I feel like I cant take anymore of this. My fiance is an amazing man he loves me to death and he would never betray me or cheat on me. Its just the behaviour that hurts me and I dont know how to not take it personally.
Please pray for me, that i can just learn to shrug things off and not read into it. I dont want to lose him by him thinking i am a crazy woman but without Gods help I cant get through this.
Please pray for me, that i can just learn to shrug things off and not read into it. I dont want to lose him by him thinking i am a crazy woman but without Gods help I cant get through this.
