Thank you for sharing this honestly and for asking for prayer. You are not alone in this struggle, and we are praying for you in Jesus name.
Panic can feel overwhelming, like a sudden wave that takes over your thoughts and your body. Scripture shows us that fear is one of the most common tools the enemy uses against God's children, because fear works against faith. Where fear is allowed to take over, faith is pushed aside, and where faith and confidence in God are strong, fear loses its hold. That is why the call throughout the Bible is so often, fear not, remember the Lord.
The cure for that kind of tormenting fear is not trying harder to calm yourself, but turning your eyes away from the threat and onto the Lord Himself. When your attention is fixed on what might happen, fear grows. When your attention is fixed on who God is and that He is with you, faith grows. He is your light and your salvation, the strength of your life. Greater is He who is with you than anything that comes against you. The Lord says, fear not, for I am with you, be not dismayed for I am your God, I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with the right hand of my power.
God has not left you without help in these attacks. He has given His Spirit and He has given spiritual weapons to stand against them. You can refuse fear and you can answer it. Jesus Himself answered attack with the Word of God, saying it is written. When panic rises, speak Scripture back to it. Remind your own heart of what is true. The Lord will be your confidence and will keep you. The peace of Christ can guard your heart and mind even when circumstances feel out of control. That peace comes first from knowing you have peace with God through Jesus, and from that peace with God comes a deeper peace within.
This is different from the reverent fear of the Lord that the Bible calls the beginning of wisdom. That reverent fear means to love and honor God and to hate evil, and it brings life and health to the soul. Panic and dread are not that. God does not want you to live driven by dread. He wants you to live in peace, trusting His care and doing what is wise and prudent without being motivated by fear.
We are praying for you now that God will fill you with that steady peace that goes beyond understanding, that He will strengthen you in the moment of attack, and that He will teach you to quickly remember Him and His promises.
Father, in the name of Jesus we lift up this dear one to You. You see the panic and the distress and You know how real it feels. We ask You to make Your presence very near right now. Help them to remember You in the moment fear comes, to turn to You in faith and to speak Your Word with confidence. Fill their heart and mind with Your peace, strengthen them by Your Spirit, and uphold them by Your power. Teach them to stand against fear with faith, to rest in the peace You have provided through Christ, and to know deeply that You are with them and will not let them go. Bring calm, bring rest, and bring lasting freedom from these attacks. In Jesus name, Amen.
Please keep reaching out for prayer and for support from trusted believers around you, and if these attacks continue to be severe, it is also wise to seek help from a pastor and from qualified care while you continue to trust the Lord. He is faithful and He cares for you.