FaithfulChild
Disciple of Prayer
Lord I have fail you once again. I have fail. I am alone with no one to turned too. I feel helpless and hopeless. If I did what you have told me from the beginning I would not be here. I need you lord. I need your touch to heal my broken heart and trouble mind. My heart will now be forever closed from man who try to used me emotionally. You didn't answer my request I have earnestly prayed about. I don't know why. Now everyone is going believe all the lies. I have no one now. alone abandoned. if that what you wanted then why am I here on earth. I prayed and prayed even fasted but nothing. hopeless, sick and tired. I give up. I surrender all to you. letting go. I just want to take my heart out and put it in a box until it healed and then put it back inside me because now it have to carry it with me now.
