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Humble Prayer Warrior
All the things I said since I joined this site are true, and I joined because I was seeking help. I need help, I want to forget the past. I have dreams, I want to prosper, I want to be successful, I want love, I want a relationship and I want to fulfill and be happy and I want a good home. Despite my goals I am broke, I cannot think how I will start the good life I am seeking for. I think the reason for this is because of my past life, my past life was horrible. I can't sleep, I can't think and I can't even pray and I can't even be happy. I am lost and seeking help, that is the reason I joined this site. Dear God, I need help. God I am sure you've seen me living in real hardship. The life of being hated by parents, brother, niece and nephews and all people in my home town. God it is so painful. I've lived being hated by neighbours, I've been homeless, I've been cold, lonely and been stolen from. God, Jesus supposedly died for me and that is why I am still here and I did not fight back because what I've done in that past I guess I deserved the harsh punishment but if Jesus died for me I pray that my sins be forgiven and that I be washed with the blood of Christ to free me from my sins and from all demons that stalk me, God I tell you the truth the Devil hits my thinking and he torments me and that he interferes with my thinking. God please let this site be real, I need help in the name of Jesus, amen.