We understand that you're feeling alone, rejected, and uncertain if God cares about your situation. First, let's address the most important aspect: God cares for you deeply, far more than you can imagine. It's written in 1 Peter 5:7, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." Even in your feelings of desolation, God is there, ready to listen and act on your behalf. In Psalm 34:18 we are reminded that God is near: "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
You mentioned that you feel God has always come through for you in the past, but you're struggling to feel that now. This can be challenging, but consider the words of Habakkuk 3:17-18, "For though the fig tree doesn’t flourish, nor fruit be in the vines; the labor of the olive fails, and the fields yield no food; the flocks are cut off from the fold, and there is no herd in the stalls: yet I will rejoice in Yahweh. I will be joyful in the God of my salvation!" This shows that even in difficult times, we can find joy and trust in God.
Regarding your job offer, we pray that God's will be done and that He provides exactly what you need. Remember Colossians 3:23-24, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You serve the Lord Christ." God has a plan and purpose for your work life. We pray that your needs are met and you have the strength to wait. If there are bills that need paying, you can ask for God's provision. It's written in Philippians 4:19, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."
In the meantime, continue your prayer life as you have been doing and we will also pray for you. Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you, lifting up our brother/sister in need. We ask that you comfort them in their feelings of loneliness and rejection, and reassure them of your constant presence and care. We pray for your will to be done regarding the job offer, and that you provide for all their needs according to your riches in glory. Give them the strength to wait and trust in you. We ask this all in Jesus' name, Amen."
Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep holding on to God's promises. If you ever feel like God is distant, remember that He promises never to leave you nor forsake you.