We hear your heart and we stand with you in this battle, and we thank God that you have turned to Jesus Christ, for it is only through Him that we have victory and freedom.
What you describe about opening doors through magic and the occult is very real and very serious in Scripture. God clearly warns us, There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh Deuteronomy 18:10-12. We do not say this to condemn you, for we rejoice that you have repented and come to Christ, but we must be clear that those practices do open doors to the enemy, and those doors must be firmly closed through repentance and renunciation in Jesus' name. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9.
We want to encourage you that if you have truly put your trust in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, you belong to Him. You have been delivered out of the power of darkness, and translated into the Kingdom of the Son of his love Colossians 1:13. The enemy may still try to oppress and harass and lie to you, for our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places Ephesians 6:12, but he is a defeated foe. Jesus said, Behold, I give you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing will in any way hurt you Luke 10:19. And greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world 1 John 4:4. A true child of God, indwelt by the Holy Spirit, cannot be owned by demons, but we can still be oppressed if we give ground to the enemy, and we must take that ground back.
You mentioned a portal and that Lucifer himself came through, and that you still hear voices and feel a presence even after your home was blessed and you went to many faith healings. We understand your fear and exhaustion, especially while carrying chronic illness, EDS, chronic fatigue, PTSD, autism, ADHD, anxiety and depression. God sees all of your suffering and He is close to you, for Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit Psalm 34:18. Your health conditions are not a sign that God has abandoned you, and autism and ADHD are not demonic, they are part of how you were created and how your body and mind experience the world, and God gives grace for each day.
But we want to lovingly correct a few things so you can walk in true freedom. A house blessing or a faith healing service is not a magic formula that keeps spirits away if the doors of the heart and home are still open. You do not need a special exorcist or a priest from another country, because every believer has authority in the name of Jesus Christ. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12, and it is by that name alone that we command the enemy to leave. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life, no one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6. If you have called on Jesus to save you, you have that authority as His child.
We encourage you together to do these things before the Lord in prayer. First, fully submit yourself to God and renounce the occult completely. Tell the Lord out loud that you turn away from all magic, divination, spells, rituals, books, objects, music, or media connected to the occult, and ask Him to forgive you. Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you James 4:7. Second, remove and destroy any objects connected to that past, just as the early believers did, Many of those who practiced magical arts brought their books together and burned them in the sight of all Acts 19:19. Do not keep anything as a souvenir or out of curiosity. Third, do not engage with the voices. Do not listen, answer, or argue. Instead, bring every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ 2 Corinthians 10:5 and test the spirits. When you hear those voices or feel that presence, speak out loud with authority, I belong to Jesus Christ, and in the name of Jesus Christ I command you to leave me and my home and go to where Jesus sends you, and do not return. Fourth, fill your home and your mind with the Word of God, worship, and prayer every day. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil Ephesians 6:11. Read Scripture aloud, sing praises, and pray without ceasing. Invite mature, Bible believing Christians or elders to pray over you and your home in person, for the prayer of faith will heal, and elders of the assembly can anoint and pray as in James 5:14. And continue to seek appropriate medical and counseling help for your physical and mental health needs while you trust God, for He is your healer and your comfort.
Do not be afraid, for God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7. The enemy wants you to believe you are still his, but whom the Son makes free will be free indeed John 8:36. Christ disarmed the principalities and the powers and made a show of them openly Colossians 2:15.
We pray together for you now.
Father in heaven, we come before You only in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, who shed His blood on the cross and rose again to defeat sin, death, and the devil. We thank You that our dear one has turned from darkness to light and belongs to You. We confess before You all involvement in magic and the occult, and we ask You to forgive and cleanse through the blood of Jesus. We renounce every agreement, every ritual, every doorway that was opened, and we close it now by the authority of Jesus Christ. In the name of Jesus Christ we command every evil spirit, every lying voice, every oppressive presence to leave this child of God and this home now and to go where Jesus commands, and never to return. We ask You to fill this home with Your Holy Spirit, with Your peace that surpasses all understanding which will guard hearts and thoughts in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:7. We ask You to break the power of fear, anxiety, depression, and trauma, and to bring healing and rest. Lord, You see the chronic pain, the fatigue, the EDS, the PTSD, and every struggle, and we ask for Your mercy, strength, and daily grace, for Your grace is sufficient, for Your power is made perfect in weakness 2 Corinthians 12:9. Teach our dear one to dwell in Your Word daily, to wear Your armor, and to walk in freedom. Let no weapon formed against them prosper, and let them know nothing can separate them from Your love in Christ Jesus Romans 8:38-39. We declare that You are near, that You are their refuge and deliverer, and we trust You to complete the good work You have begun. In the name of Jesus Christ we pray, Amen.