On this earth, a dustbowl of a planet

[Too small for a mouse]

On this earth, a dustbowl of a planet which I was born and God knew me there is life. In my trials and blessing I have had More trials than blessing. To me it is not worth it. In some ways God himself has treated me worse than the sinners on this restricted earthbound planet. Not in what God has did; but in what God has allowed by freewill and what God has not done.
If I weigh the balances of trials and blessings; the heavier weight of trials far outweighs the blessings I have received in this vapor of life. God allowed me to raise myself without leadership training, no dad, no advocate and a mom that is NPD.
A Father to the fatherless I did not see in this Loving God! A trickle of answered prayers and a drop of blessing from a Creator who has unlimited resources to lovingly give to his Children if they ask for bread he will not give them a rock or stone.
His love is in his son Yeshua who he sent to die for all. For this I am Thankful. My tears are for a lovely God that for decades on end treats me like dirt and worse than a Stranger.
The Story of How The Grinch Stole Christmas is how my life has been; And even the Crumb of truth too small for a mouse was stolen.
For the people I have hurt and the people that have hurt me; God has hurt me worse than all.

 

[mitchandkay]

I am praying for you , and whether or not you believe this , God DOES love you . The Lord NEVER promised that in this life we would not face MANY troubles , remember we live in a fallen world . He did say that we would never go through them all alone . God already knows how we will react to the bad things in our life , it shows US  whether or not we will still love and serve God when everything is crashing in around us . Do we only choose to love God only when things are good ? We can either choose to follow Christ even though our life does not turn out as planned or we can go our own way . Let me say this , if you think that your life has been so terrible up till now , without Jesus , it is hopeless . I pray that you will have such an encounter with your heavenly Father that your life will be transformed and that you would know that you are here in this point and time for a special reason . I pray that you will feel His love for you in a way that you never have before . Blessings ! Jeremiah 29 : 11

 

[Mkk338]

I have prayed.

 

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