On the verge of breaking

[Hungry4love357]

I need a change.  I need something to happen, and soon.  I am really, really concerned that my prayers are not heared.  Why do I even bother waiting for marriage.  I don't get it.  My whole life I was told to wait for my wife, to give up my virginity to her, and only her.  So far I have, but I am sick of it.  Why, am I waiting?  At this point it does not  seem that my future wife even exists.  I am tired of it.  Ever since middle school, I wanted compainionship with the opposite sex, now, almost 12 years later, nothing has changed.  I have prayed for her for over 11 years, and I give up.  I am so tired of waiting. The answer is oviously no, in spite of my denial.  So why can't I stop?  Why do I want this so bad?  I don't understand why God is holding out on me.  I need a helpmate.  If I can't have a wife, or even friendship with a women then I don't want to live.  I give up.  Im so tired of it.  I need to know I have a purpose, other than just being here.  I need someone to stare deep into my eyes and not even have to tell me they love me, just feel it.  Just know it.  I want to cuddle with the women God gives me to be my wife, to holder her, and be close to her.  I need to feel loved.  I need to know I matter to her.  I need to know I matter period.  I feel like I dont have a purpose.  I feel lost.  I feel rejected, and unworthy of anyones love.  I give up.  My prayers are not being heard.  And Im tired of it.   

 

[Prayer boy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hanna]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Isabelle10]

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