Baswal
Faithful Servant
Oh Abba, you clearly stated from your holy scriptures: “Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.” — Isaiah 43:19 “I will go before thee, and make the crooked places straight: I will break in pieces the gates of brass, and cut in sunder the bars of iron: And I will give thee the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places, that thou mayest know that I, the Lord, which call thee by thy name, am the God of Israel.” — Isaiah 45:2-3 These are your promises made out by you. You spoke these very words from the holy scriptures which cannot be broken and turned into lies. Today, right now, I am at a particular crossroads in my own life when I have been given the opportunity to make important mindset changes that will shift me from where I am at this present time to where you know where I want to be for the rest of my life and bring full employment stability so as to bring honour and praise to you. You said that I need to start making this mindset change right away for I am most vulnerable right now spiritually. It is a MUST! It is CRITICAL! It is URGENT! This must be done without any delay. I have to take this extremely seriously. The enemy, Hasatan, knows that I am about to take this matter extremely seriously and sees a turning point about to happen for he is the father of lies whereas you are the father of truth. He will send out his wicked demons from the kingdom of darkness to try to attack me both spiritually and physically in the form of my own mother, my father, and my sister and half-sister. You already know that they are not fully in the truth even though they claim that they are. I came out of my parents house 30 years ago on Sunday 10th September 1989 when I personally made the most important decision of my life for my own happiness, to marry my little wife and start our journey together as a married couple. You have truly blessed our marriage when many other couples marriages have been broken by divorce. Our marriage has been rock solid because we need each other, love each other and care for each other through the good times and the bad. Now, you want to bestow many more blessings, but I have never reached my full potential, true happiness as a person and spiritual peace with fulfillment that you know that I can have by drawing my spiritual strength from the light of truth. I know that I can trust no-one but you for you are the rock of salvation from my pit of unemployment. But there is another pit which you exposed which I need to see my shackles broken and climb out. That is to be true to myself without any fear, have my own mind, free to speak out as a true independent man and not like a dumb animal who doesn't have a voice or opinion towards my own family. You have chosen me for a particular reason. For you have a purpose in my life. And you have given me your important message through my own two daughters to fully restore and refresh my mind. I know that it won't be easy for me and I need to keep away from toxic people who have been infected with generational curses but sadly, the symptoms are exposed by my two daughters. They are found within my own family and not my wife's despite their ages; mother, father, sister and half-sister. My brother's own happiness has been destroyed in that he can never work because of the damage caused by his stroke. My father also had a stroke. My sister has type 1 diabetes, my half-sister has epilepsy and my mother has arthritis in both her two hands. I will not have my happiness and fulfillment destroyed. This is a second chance, as a golden opportunity, that I should grab with both hands and I am not going to waste this opportunity offered to me. I will through your will, fulfill my destiny as a success because you Abba, wants the best for me and nothing less but true success and happiness through trust and obedience to you. After 54 years chained and trapped in another pit of raw emotions and feelings, I now plead at the throne of mercy for your divine intervention to unchain and release me. Lift me up with your rope to safety from that pit which has caused many issues brought about by toxic generational curses that you know has infected me spiritually causing a series of many departures from former jobs. I continuously await your timing according to your luni-solar calendar not the Gregorian calendar in use by today's world which you don't acknowledge or respect. Again, when it will be fulfilled in your luni-solar calendar instead of fulfillment in the Gregorian calendar, I do not know. Please Abba, please, please help me to become a victorious, conquering soldier for you. The end is near and the beginning of something great. In the name of Ruach Ha'Kodesh, Aman and Aman!!
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