Anonymous
Beloved of All
od help me I'm shaking with anger. I'm sick of being misjudged and mistreated with lies and insults, then being blamed as one having inner problems. Problems THAT DONT EXIST - but then that one would go on the list, too "she is not aware". My only problem right now is a pair of liars who refuse to confess what they've done and repair damage to my past - though it's impossible for my life. That is, for the parts that are irreparable. I'm almost dumb with disbelief at what God had placed in my life all those years ago. Those I treated as brothers are really turning out to be my enemies. Ones who'd use any possible excuse for their peace of mind to deride me, instead of accepting responsibility for their actions as well. "We didn't do much wrong; it's you overreacting with your emotional and mental disorders" It's insult after insult after insult. Their attitude and way of response, following their initial problematic behaviour, are enough to make you hurl. I feel I'll die of anger at this rate. All I want is truth but they'll not give me it.
