AQUEEN4LIFE61
Humble Prayer Partner
Good Morning Group, I continue to pray for Obedience in The Name of the FATHER, THE SON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS TWO NIGHTS AGO I HAD A DREAM MY FIRST HUSBAND WHO PASSED AWAY YEARS AGO, WAS WAVING TO ME AND SMILING, TELLING ME HE'S OK. It's ok to be with my new husband I can TRUST HIM. I have been having some reservations because, despite my new husband being a man of the cloth, he is always standing in a position of judgment; he uses the word of God as a basis for judgment. HE TOLD ME MY DREAM WAS A SIGN THAT I WAS GOING TO BE LEFT BEHIND IN THE DAYS OF TRIBULATION UNLESS I STARTED LISTENING TO HIM BECAUSE CHRIST IS RETURNING IN SEPTEMBER. When I TELL HIM NO, MAN KNOWS THE DAY OR THE HOUR UPON CHRIST RETURN. WHILE MY HUSBAND MAY KNOW THE BIBLE FROM GENESIS TO REVELATIONS, HE IS NOT PERFECT BECAUSE NONE OF US ARE. I NEVER PASS JUDGEMENT ON HIM OR ANYBODY ELSE NOR WOULD I CLAIM TO KNOW WHERE SOMEONE IS GOING TO SPEND ETERNITY BECAUSE OF MY OWN PERSONAL FEELINGS. I PRAY FOR CONTINUED OBEDIENCE AND IF THIS MARRIAGE IS MEANT TO BE TO REMAIN IN IT. IF NOT, THEN TO BE REMOVED FROM IT BECAUSE THIS IS BOTH OF OUR SECOND MARRIAGE. WE ARE BOTH VERY DIFFERENT. HE HAS MANY INSECURITIES AND SOME ARE ISSUES I PRAY TO OUR LORD DAILY CONCERNING JEALOUSY OVER NOTHING AND MAKING THINGS UP AS WE GO ALONG. MOST MEN FEEL LIKE WOMEN CHANGE AFTER MARRIAGE AND THEY WERE BLINDSIDED. I FEEL THAT VERY SAME IMPACT. I FEEL PROVERBS 21:9 APPLIES TO ME HOWEVER IT'S REVERSED BECAUSE I AM THE ONE LITERALLY LIVING ON THE ROOFTOP CONSTANTLY (emphasizes the importance of peace and harmony in one's home). Thank you for this prayer OUTLET IT HELPS ME IN SO MANY WAYS. FOR MY HUSBAND TELLS ME BY HIS WORDS AS HE CLAIMS THE LORD IS NOT PLEASED WITH ME WHICH HE CLAIMS THE LORD IS SPEAKING THROUGH HIM WHICH I FEEL IS FALSE. I FEEL HE USES THE LORD AS A TOOL OR HE THINKS HE CAN TO MANIPULATE TO GET MY ATTENTION TO GET HIS WAY SINCE HE WEARS A COLLAR BECAUSE OUR BISHOP SAYS "HE IS SPECIAL." THINGS IS WE AS PEOPLE CAN FOOL SOME OF THE PEOPLE SOME OF THE TIME HOWEVER WE CANNOT FOOL GOD NONE OF THE TIME. I FIND MY PEACE OUTSIDE OF THE HOME MOSTLY WHICH IS TELLING ME MANY THINGS. MY PEACE SHOULD BE WITHIN MY HOME SO I PRAY FOR PEACE AT HOME. HE FEELS HE IS DOING RIGHT. I DON'T COMPLAIN. HE HAS TO DO WHAT HE FEELS IS RIGHT. MY SALVATION AND RELATIONSHIP IS PERSONAL WITH CHRIST NOT BASED ON WHAT MY HUSBAND FEELS HE SHOULD SEE OR AM I JUST BEING STUBBORN? I READ IN THE MORNING. I HEAD THE WOMEN'S MINISTRY. I UTILIZE THIS OUTLET TO PRAY AND OTHER SITES YET BECAUSE HE DOES NOT SEE WHAT I DO HE PASS JUDGEMENT. IT'S NOT ABOUT RIGHT OR WRONG FOR ME. IT'S JUST ABOUT OBEDIENCE TO THE WORD OF GOD FOR ME.