Anonymous
Beloved of All
How can someone get away with selfishness, lying, cheating, and playing the victim? Why did God allow my husband to hurt me so badly, then turn around and get his happily ever after? I'm not sure if I'll ever get over a decade of heartache that this man has caused me. Not to mention the abuse I received thoughout my childhood by my mom and stepdad who have caused me permanent damage. My mom and stepdad are happy and doing amazing now. My husband has moved on and is happy and doing amazing now. I'm left all alone. The feeling of abandonment and being unloved is almost too much to bear. This lifetime of pain feels like it's too much for my little body to hold. Why has God allowed so much pain in my life? What did I do as a child and through my adult life to receive such cruelty? Please God, intervene in my life and stop this pain. All I've ever wanted was a family who loved me and wouldn't turn their back on me, and a marriage that is life-long and full of love. Heavenly Father, even though I don't deserve your help out of billions of people who are hurt and suffering, I still pray that you bless me with a new life of love and security and a family. My heart is so broken, I feel like my body is ready to give out.