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tamikag19
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Nothing is going right. I am a failure at life. I am not good at my job. Any of it. I don't have many friends and most people seem to dislike me. I have been a horrible Christian. I kept trying to fill voids with the wrong things: sex and alcohol. I have had 3 abortions. Now my younger sister is pregnant because she is following a similar path. I have failed in that aspect as well, obviously. I have to constantly worry about my past catching up with me. I honestly want to die. I don't want my parents to be sad and I don't want to go to hell. Only two things keeping me alive right now. I pray and pray but....
