not too long ago i wanted a job, now i ...

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not too long ago i wanted a job, now i have one although it's doing something i've never done before. last week was training tomorrow is the real deal, i'm quite nervous about that. i'm concerned about my future relationship, i'm tired of being single which i've been for a year and a half. last marriage lasted 5 yrs, we rushed into it, she lied, and we couldn't get along with in-laws. it takes mutual attraction i can like a female but she has to like me in return. sometimes females like me and i don't like them, sometimes i like females but it's not mutual. then there's my mom i'm a caregiver she's 60, smokes, uses a walker and is on oxygen, i'm 37 nearly 38 in dec, but i do need my own life. i know honour thy mother but what if and when she dies. i don't get along with my mom's side over issues when i was younger. and i don't know my dad's side well. i was raised by my mom and late grandmom who died last year. i last talked to my dad 3 yrs ago but haven't seen him in 29 yrs. have i had a rough life yes? but i get misunderstood often, instead of understood. it's a crazy, messed up world, we may not make it to our next birthdays. i have faith, but i don't fear death since i was robbed 18 yrs ago in a home invasion.

 

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Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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May God bless you with the desires of your heart in Jesus’ name.

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Let’s Pray… God I ask in Jesus’ name, walk through my home. Take away all my worries, fears, and doubts that You will come through for me. Come through for me Lord Jesus as You have promised in Your Word. Deliver me from all fears and anxieties. Let Your presence, wisdom, understanding, strength, courage, protection, healing and deliverance power be with me and rest upon me.



Let love, joy, peace, kindness, gentleness, and self-control rest in me and upon me. Let all the fruits of the Holy Spirit be in operation in all my life. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life. Bless me. Supply all my need according to Your riches in glory by Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer do the same for the writer of this prayer.



Bless me Lord Jesus with all that I stand in need of. Increase my finances. Bless me with wisdom to become a wise steward over all that You have or will bless us with. But most importantly, let my lifestyle be shaped by the Word of God. Teach me how to love, honor, and respect You with our life, spirit, soul, and body. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer do the same for all those I love, care about, and the writer of this prayer in Jesus’ name. Amen!!!



Encourager ###, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister
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