Hopeful23
Servant
Not to be a negative complainer but I'm getting really sick of the world and all the problems. It seems the Devil is always attacking me in some way, shape or form. This has been going on my whole life and to be honest I am really sick and tired of it all. I really don't want to be here anymore and don't see any future. I know I can't get rid of myself but I am just existing and not really living anymore.
I think it has been getting worse over the past so many years to the point where I am totally burned out. One of the main factors is this person named ###, no pun intended, who basically stabbed me in the back. Yet this person seems to be doing very well while I am drowning in problems and depression. Funny how someone's name is totally the opposite of how they are.
The latest brown sugar I have to contend with is my website being flagged by a false positive on search. I spent two hours online in customer chat to an outsourced customer service agent trying to get them to fix it. I switched my website to a new hosting and am updating it and uploading to a new server and always check it in search engines to make sure everything is working. Imagine my shock when the warning appears in the search results when there is nothing malicious on my site. If I had the money I would sue the company since this can really hurt my business. I even told the person why not pick on big corporates instead of a small business. I feel this world is really corrupt and evil.
I used to believe that there were good people in the world but that person named ### sure cured me of that thought. I've never been the same since. I don't have any faith in humanity anymore and am sick of always getting the short end of the stick.
I know this is not my home but a little happiness here and there would be nice before I go to my permanent residence in heaven. I don't blame God or think he's abandoned me since I know who is behind all of this but I am really sick of this world. I obviously don't belong here and never did.
Without going on and on just too many problems and right now I'm tired of trying and getting minimal results. My stress level is high and it has also affected my health so I don't know how much more I can handle. Please pray I can overcome my problems and struggles. And I hope that ### gets a good swift kick in the nether regions for how I was treated.
I think it has been getting worse over the past so many years to the point where I am totally burned out. One of the main factors is this person named ###, no pun intended, who basically stabbed me in the back. Yet this person seems to be doing very well while I am drowning in problems and depression. Funny how someone's name is totally the opposite of how they are.
The latest brown sugar I have to contend with is my website being flagged by a false positive on search. I spent two hours online in customer chat to an outsourced customer service agent trying to get them to fix it. I switched my website to a new hosting and am updating it and uploading to a new server and always check it in search engines to make sure everything is working. Imagine my shock when the warning appears in the search results when there is nothing malicious on my site. If I had the money I would sue the company since this can really hurt my business. I even told the person why not pick on big corporates instead of a small business. I feel this world is really corrupt and evil.
I used to believe that there were good people in the world but that person named ### sure cured me of that thought. I've never been the same since. I don't have any faith in humanity anymore and am sick of always getting the short end of the stick.
I know this is not my home but a little happiness here and there would be nice before I go to my permanent residence in heaven. I don't blame God or think he's abandoned me since I know who is behind all of this but I am really sick of this world. I obviously don't belong here and never did.
Without going on and on just too many problems and right now I'm tired of trying and getting minimal results. My stress level is high and it has also affected my health so I don't know how much more I can handle. Please pray I can overcome my problems and struggles. And I hope that ### gets a good swift kick in the nether regions for how I was treated.
