First I want to thank our heavenly father for always standing by my side, even in times when I didn't pray or keep him close to my heart, I know he's always pulled me out of danger. Then I would continue my life without acknowledging him. I'm an ungrateful. He knows I haven't learned scriptures, etc., from a Bible nor learned the way other people praise God. I pray by talking to him. I would love to share with others that God has been holding my hand through my chaotic life. I keep telling him to please remove the pain from this broken heart...he knows I don't or can't handle so much and he seems to answer my prayers and it feels like I don't deserve it, since I'm not a church going person and never studied the Bible but I've always believed in God and he sure is almighty. I will share as much testimonies that appear in my path and help someone else going through a broken heart. It feels like a death, very profound. Probably because when I love something, I love hard. I'm feeling gradual relief each day. Thank you for your prayers and concern and most of all your support. Amen