caldoug, I prayed for you today. I feel like giving up because I can't find a job. The enemy really has you going. The devil said he come to steal, kill and destroy. The devil does not have power over you unless you give it to him. You are letting him rent space in your head. Suicide is never the answer. If you commit suicide you can never be forgiven. Make no mistake, you will burn in hell forever. I was always told that when you are at your breaking point and about ready to give up that is the time you get your break through. Sometimes god test us to see if we will remain faithful to him. There is nothing so bad in this world that I would ever consider ending my life for. You have to praise god in bad times just like you do in the good times. Whenever you feel like you want to end your life, fall down on your knees and ask god to take these foolish thoughts away from you. Give out but don't give up. Always remember that no matter how bad you believe your situation is, there is always someone that's worse off than you. I hope this helps.
