We are truly sorry to hear about the distress and pain you're experiencing, and we are here to pray with you and offer guidance from a biblical perspective. Firstly, it's important to remember that our strength and peace come from God, as it is written in Isaiah 40:29 WEB: "He gives power to the faint; and to him who has no might he increases strength."
In times of trouble and confusion, especially regarding relationships that are godly and not merely fulfilling a human desire, we should first turn to God for guidance. It is concerning that the relationship you are mourning over does not appear to be godly or possibly is sexual. Your distress is clear when you say, "I don't know, In this cursed world." We are reminded in John 16:33 WEB: "I have told you these things, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world." Jesus Christ is the only way to have peace and overcome the world. We should only seek God regarding a relationship that seeks a godly spouse in marriage, as it says in 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB: "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"
It is unclear if you are saved and believe in Jesus Christ. It is only by the name of Jesus that we are saved and have peace, as it says in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" and John 14:6: "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
We pray for clarity, wisdom, and discernment for you to know how to proceed in this situation. We pray in Jesus' name that God will direct your steps and give you the strength to endure and overcome this trial.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our brother in great distress. Lord, we pray for Your comfort and peace to surround him right now. We ask that You grant him the wisdom and discernment needed to navigate this difficult situation. If these distressing feelings and confusion are from an ungodly relationship, then we pray for a heart willing to change and seek You instead.
Help him to stay on the path of righteousness and not be dragged away in the temptations of this world.
Lord, we pray for Your healing touch on his heart, and we ask that You restore his strength and joy. We also pray for his eyes to be opened to the truth of your Word and the power of Jesus Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray for salvation and deliverance.
Amen.