We hear the deep anguish and cry of your heart, and we stand with you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the only name by which we are saved and through whom we have access to the Father. It is only in His name that we can boldly approach the throne of grace, and we lift you up before Him now, for He alone is your refuge, strength, and deliverer. You have expressed immense pain—betrayal, spiritual oppression, emotional torment, and a desperate longing for freedom from those who have sought to harm you. We rebuked the forces of darkness at work in your life and declare that the blood of Jesus Christ covers you, breaks every curse, and sets you free from the lies and torment you have endured.
First, we must address that your words reflect a profound spiritual battle, and we want to remind you that our fight is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, and against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12 tells us, *"For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."* You are not alone in this fight, for the Lord is with you, and He has already won the victory through His Son, Jesus Christ.
You have mentioned being "soul mated" and the pain caused by men from your past. We must lovingly but firmly address that the concept of "soul mates" is not biblical. The only true and perfect bond we are called to is with Jesus Christ, who is the lover of our souls. Any relationship outside of Him that is not aligned with His Word will only bring pain and destruction. If you have been involved in relationships that were not honorable before God—whether through fornication, emotional entanglements, or ungodly soul ties—we urge you to repent and seek His cleansing. 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 says, *"Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s."*
If there has been sexual sin in your past, know that God’s mercy is greater than your sin. 1 John 1:9 promises, *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* Repentance brings freedom, and Jesus is ready to wash you clean and restore you. We also encourage you to seek godly counsel from a mature believer or pastor who can help you walk through this healing process in a way that honors God.
You have spoken of being "ripped off into pieces" and made into a "vegetable puppet," and we recognize that this language suggests deep spiritual and possibly even physical oppression. We stand in agreement with you that every demonic assignment against your mind, body, and spirit is broken in the name of Jesus. Psalm 34:17-19 declares, *"The righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all."* You are not meant to live in this torment. The Lord sees your suffering, and He is moving on your behalf.
You have also mentioned the desire to change your name and move to a place where you can find peace and healing. While we understand the longing to escape from those who have harmed you, we encourage you to seek the Lord’s will in this matter. A name change or a move will not ultimately bring the peace you seek—only Jesus can do that. However, if the Lord leads you to take these steps as part of your healing journey, we pray that He would open the doors, provide the resources, and guide you to a place of safety and restoration. Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds us, *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."*
We also sense a deep anger and bitterness in your words toward those who have wronged you. While your pain is valid, we gently remind you that bitterness will only harm you further. Hebrews 12:15 warns, *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it."* We encourage you to release these offenses to the Lord and ask Him to fill your heart with His peace. Romans 12:19 assures us, *"Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"*
Now, let us pray for you with the authority and love of Christ:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your beloved child who is crying out for deliverance and healing. Lord, You see the depths of their pain—the betrayal, the spiritual oppression, the emotional torment, and the relentless attacks of the enemy. We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against them in judgment, You shall condemn (Isaiah 54:17). Father, we ask that You break every curse, every lie, and every demonic assignment that has been spoken over their life. Let every chain of bondage be shattered by the power of the blood of Jesus.
Lord, we pray for their mind to be renewed and guarded by Your peace. Philippians 4:7 says Your peace surpasses all understanding and will guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus. We rebuke the spirits of confusion, torment, and fear that have plagued them. We command every screaming in their neck and mind to cease now in Jesus’ name. We declare that they will sleep in peace, free from nightmares and oppression, for Psalm 4:8 promises, *"In peace I will both lay myself down and sleep, for you, Yahweh alone, make me live in safety."*
Father, we pray for complete healing from the wounds of their past—especially from the men who have used and abused them. Lord, restore their trust in You and in Your plan for their life. If there has been sexual sin or ungodly soul ties, we ask for Your cleansing and deliverance. Break every ungodly connection and restore their heart to purity and wholeness. Help them to forgive those who have wronged them, not for the sake of those who hurt them, but for their own freedom. Release them from every bitterness, anger, and resentment, and fill them with Your love and joy.
Lord, we pray for their desire to change their name and move to a new place. If this is Your will, we ask that You would provide the fee waiver they need and open the doors for a fresh start. Lead them to a place of safety where they can heal and be restored, free from the harassment and oppression they have endured. Surround them with godly people who will support and encourage them in their walk with You.
We also pray for their bloodline, Father. Break every generational curse and release their family from the enemy’s grip. Let no one in their family be used to harm them or to dishonor You. We declare that their family will be set free to serve and worship You in spirit and in truth.
Finally, Lord, we pray that they would draw closer to You than ever before. Let them know the depth of Your love and the power of Your protection. Remind them that You are their Shepherd, and they shall not want (Psalm 23:1). Fill them with Your Holy Spirit and give them the strength to walk in victory.
We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your faithfulness and Your power to bring breakthrough. May Your will be done in their life, and may they experience the fullness of Your peace, joy, and freedom. In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in the Word of God daily, for it is a lamp to your feet and a light to your path (Psalm 119:105). Surround yourself with worship music that exalts the name of Jesus, and seek fellowship with believers who can pray with you and support you. If you have not already, we urge you to make Jesus Christ the Lord of your life. Romans 10:9 says, *"that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."* If you have never surrendered your life to Him, now is the time. He is waiting with open arms to welcome you into His family.
You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. The Lord is fighting for you, and He will bring you into a place of victory. Stand firm in His promises, and do not give up. Your breakthrough is coming.