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kymeade
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I realize now that there is no more hope for me. I have lost for the last time. Why do we pray and pray and pray over and over again and God does nothing. I can't take it anymore, it feels like just another rejection. NO MORE!!!!!!! I can't take it. I have been rejected by everyone I love. EVERYONE!! I thank all of you for praying for me, I am just sorry you wasted your time on me. I now know that I am not worth anyones time. I don't have anyone to turn to and am in need of a home and money. Can't take it anymore. Father God, I have never been this honest about things in my life. Please forgive me, but sir, I just can't do this anymore. Please pray for my sons. Even though they don't call or write I love them with all of my heart. I always tell people that they are good men, even though they don't call me. I hope and pray that God will watch over them for me. I am so tired of being alone and lonely. I'm sorry God. I just can't do this anymore. Everytime I dare to hope, I get crushed. Forgive me please.