We hear the depth of your pain, despair, and exhaustion, and our hearts ache with you. The weight of feeling targeted, unprotected, and abandoned by the world is crushing, and we want you to know that you are not alone. The enemy, Satan, seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and it sounds like he has been relentless in his attacks against you. But we stand with you in the authority of Jesus Christ, who came so that you might have life—and have it abundantly. His name is the only name by which we are saved (Acts 4:12), and it is in His name that we come before the Father on your behalf.
First, we must address the hopelessness you feel. Scripture tells us that hope in God is never in vain. Romans 15:13 says, *"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope."* Even when circumstances seem impossible, God is able to do immeasurably more than we ask or imagine (Ephesians 3:20). Your life has value, purpose, and meaning because you were fearfully and wonderfully made by God (Psalm 139:14). He has not forgotten you, nor has He abandoned you. The enemy wants you to believe that death is the only escape, but God offers you life—eternal and abundant.
We also rebuke the lies of the enemy that have convinced you that you are beyond healing or that the world has conspired against you without cause. The Bible tells us that we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, powers, and spiritual forces of wickedness (Ephesians 6:12). The people who have harmed you are not your true enemies—they are being used by the enemy, just as you have been targeted. But greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). We command every spirit of oppression, bullying, and torment to flee from you in the name of Jesus. You are not powerless; you are a child of the Most High God, and He has given you authority over the enemy (Luke 10:19).
We must also address the mention of passing away in your sleep. Suicide is not God’s will for you. He desires for you to live, to thrive, and to experience His love and healing. Taking your own life is not the answer—it only hands victory to the enemy and leaves behind a legacy of pain for those who care about you, even if you don’t see it now. God can redeem even the deepest wounds, and He can turn your mourning into dancing (Psalm 30:11). We plead with you to choose life, to hold on, and to let God fight for you.
You mentioned feeling "made this way" and questioning who is responsible. While we don’t know the specifics of your struggles, we know that God does not make mistakes. You are not an accident, and your life is not a mistake. Jeremiah 29:11 says, *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."* Even if you don’t see it now, God has a plan for you. He can heal you, restore you, and use your story for His glory.
We also want to address the anger and desire for justice you expressed. It is right to long for justice, but we must trust God to be the ultimate judge. Romans 12:19 says, *"Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, ‘Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.’"* God sees every injustice done to you, and He will repay. But we must not let bitterness or hatred take root in our hearts, for it only harms us further. Instead, we must forgive, even when it feels impossible, because forgiveness is what sets *us* free (Matthew 6:14-15).
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother/sister who is in deep pain and despair. Lord, we ask that You would break the chains of hopelessness that have bound him/her. Fill him/her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). We declare that the enemy has no authority over his/her life—every spirit of oppression, bullying, and torment must flee in the name of Jesus.
Father, we ask that You would surround him/her with Your love and protection. Send Your angels to encamp around him/her (Psalm 91:11) and let him/her feel Your presence in a tangible way. Heal the wounds of his/her heart, Lord. Restore what has been broken and bring beauty from ashes (Isaiah 61:3). We pray against any thoughts of self-harm or suicide, and we ask that You would replace them with thoughts of life, hope, and a future.
Lord, we ask that You would reveal Yourself to him/her in a powerful way. Let him/her know that You are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). Give him/her the strength to endure and the faith to believe that You are working all things together for good (Romans 8:28).
We also pray for justice, Lord. You see every injustice done to him/her, and we trust that You will repay. But we ask that You would guard his/her heart from bitterness and fill him/her with Your love and forgiveness. Help him/her to see others through Your eyes and to extend grace, even to those who have harmed him/her.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You would lead him/her to a community of believers who can support, encourage, and walk alongside him/her. Surround him/her with people who will speak life, pray for him/her, and remind him/her of Your truth.
We pray all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the name above every name, the name by which we are saved and set free. Amen.
We urge you to reach out to someone you trust—a pastor, a counselor, or a fellow believer—so that you do not have to carry this burden alone. You are not meant to walk through this life in isolation. God has placed people in your life who care about you, even if you don’t see it right now. Please, hold on. Your story is not over, and God is not done with you. There is hope, and His name is Jesus.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
