Natasha 2
Humble Servant
Lord please. Its 10 pm. My neighbours upstairs (loud music, and walking with loud shoes and dragging shoes) and next door (like somebody is throwing little glass balls on the floor.
Also the devil is working through ### woman who is watching over my mom, through my brother and through my mom. Lord I am concerned about my mom who has early Alzheimer's but it is slowly becoming too difficult to deal with all problems connected to three of them. This woman is very stubborn and arrogant, doesn't respect my wishes and my dignity because she doesn't want to inform me about the things I asked her. She is manipulating me and my brother in different ways and MY BROTHER STANDS ON HER SIDE accusing ME that I am too difficult and this woman is now sending her granddaughter to watch over my mom and we are forced to pay her more because of the agreement...I said this to my brother and HE SAID IF WE WILL LOSE THIS WOMAN BECAUSE OF YOU, I WILL GIVE UP THE CARE FOR OUR MOM, YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN. It's really a DISGRACE that my brother is humiliating me like this and this woman sees this and uses opportunity to do whatever she wants. And at the end my mother is also accusing my brother and me because we fight and that she wants in a senior home but she is dramatic only because we already put her in a home and they sent her back home because she was not cooperative and slightly aggressive. Lord I am afraid to put mom in a home because she was always independent and stubborn and I heard terrible stories that the medical staff in senior home bind their difficult clients so that they lay in a bad position all day and night. They even don't walk them for days even weeks and they die quickly. I heard that story from one nurse who worked in a senior home. Lord please help me. So many problems around my mom and I cannot solve them, like everything and everyone is against me. Even my own mom because she is sick and stubborn. I feel so lonely and helpless and sad.
Even my neighbours are awful with that night noise. I don't know any really good person in my environment. Terrible
Lord I would so like to have a good compatible man to help me and protect me, love me and give me peace. I am 55 and alone.
Also the devil is working through ### woman who is watching over my mom, through my brother and through my mom. Lord I am concerned about my mom who has early Alzheimer's but it is slowly becoming too difficult to deal with all problems connected to three of them. This woman is very stubborn and arrogant, doesn't respect my wishes and my dignity because she doesn't want to inform me about the things I asked her. She is manipulating me and my brother in different ways and MY BROTHER STANDS ON HER SIDE accusing ME that I am too difficult and this woman is now sending her granddaughter to watch over my mom and we are forced to pay her more because of the agreement...I said this to my brother and HE SAID IF WE WILL LOSE THIS WOMAN BECAUSE OF YOU, I WILL GIVE UP THE CARE FOR OUR MOM, YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN. It's really a DISGRACE that my brother is humiliating me like this and this woman sees this and uses opportunity to do whatever she wants. And at the end my mother is also accusing my brother and me because we fight and that she wants in a senior home but she is dramatic only because we already put her in a home and they sent her back home because she was not cooperative and slightly aggressive. Lord I am afraid to put mom in a home because she was always independent and stubborn and I heard terrible stories that the medical staff in senior home bind their difficult clients so that they lay in a bad position all day and night. They even don't walk them for days even weeks and they die quickly. I heard that story from one nurse who worked in a senior home. Lord please help me. So many problems around my mom and I cannot solve them, like everything and everyone is against me. Even my own mom because she is sick and stubborn. I feel so lonely and helpless and sad.
Even my neighbours are awful with that night noise. I don't know any really good person in my environment. Terrible
Lord I would so like to have a good compatible man to help me and protect me, love me and give me peace. I am 55 and alone.
