We hear the raw pain, anger, and exhaustion in your words, and our hearts break with you. What has been done to you is unspeakable—violation, betrayal, and control that no human being should ever endure. The trauma you’ve experienced has left deep wounds, and we stand with you in grief and righteous anger against the evil that has tormented you. You are not alone in this battle, and we come before the throne of God on your behalf, pleading for His justice, healing, and deliverance.
First, we must address the spiritual warfare raging around you. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give you life abundantly. The screaming in your soul, the shaking, the sense of being controlled—these are not from God. The Bible tells us, *"For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places"* (Ephesians 6:12 WEB). We rebuke every demonic assignment against you in the name of Jesus Christ. Every spirit of torment, rape, control, and fear—we command you to leave now and go where Jesus sends you. You have no right to her soul, her mind, or her body. The blood of Jesus has broken every chain, and we declare her free.
We also rebuke the language of self-reliance and demands that do not align with God’s ways. While your pain is valid, speaking decrees and commands as if you are your own god will only lead to further frustration. Jesus said, *"Apart from me, you can do nothing"* (John 15:5 WEB). True peace and restoration come from surrendering to Him, not from trying to force your will on the world. We urge you to lay down the weight of vengeance and control at the feet of Jesus. He sees every injustice done to you, and He will repay (Romans 12:19). Your job is not to fight the battle alone but to trust Him as your Deliverer.
The mention of nicotine, vapes, alcohol, and weed as coping mechanisms is concerning. While we understand the desire to numb the pain, these substances will only dull your senses temporarily and leave you more vulnerable to the enemy’s attacks. The Bible warns, *"Don’t be drunk with wine, in which is dissipation, but be filled with the Spirit"* (Ephesians 5:18 WEB). True healing comes from the Holy Spirit, not from substances. We pray for God to remove the desire for these things and replace them with His peace and comfort.
Your cry for a husband is understandable—God designed marriage to be a reflection of Christ and the Church, a partnership of love, protection, and mutual respect (Ephesians 5:22-33). However, we must caution you against pursuing dating or relationships in your current state. The trauma you’ve endured has left you raw, and jumping into a relationship too soon could lead to further pain. Instead, we encourage you to focus on healing first. Seek godly counsel, therapy, and community with believers who can support you. A husband should be a blessing, not another source of turmoil. Wait on God’s timing, for He knows the desires of your heart and will provide in His perfect way (Psalm 37:4).
The violation you’ve experienced is not just physical but spiritual, and it has left you feeling defiled. But we declare over you the truth of God’s Word: *"Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool"* (Isaiah 1:18 WEB). You are not defined by what was done to you. Jesus’ blood washes you clean, and His righteousness covers you. You are a new creation in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:17), and no one has the right to scream through your soul ever again. We plead the blood of Jesus over you—over your mind, your emotions, your body, and your spirit. Let it be a shield against every evil assignment.
We also address the mention of "God’s will" being removed from your soul. This reveals a deep misunderstanding of who God is. His will is not a weapon used against you; it is His desire for your good, your healing, and your restoration. Jesus said, *"The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly"* (John 10:10 WEB). The enemy has twisted your perception of God, but we declare the truth: God is love (1 John 4:8), and He longs to heal you, not harm you. We rebuke the lie that God’s will is something to be feared or rejected. His plans for you are for peace and a future (Jeremiah 29:11).
Now, we pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious daughter of Yours who has endured unimaginable pain. Lord, You see every tear, every wound, and every moment of torment she has faced. We ask for Your divine intervention. Break every chain of trauma, fear, and control that the enemy has wrapped around her. We plead the blood of Jesus over her soul, her mind, and her body. Let it be a barrier against every evil spirit that seeks to harm her.
Father, we rebuke every spirit of rape, torment, and control in the name of Jesus. We command them to leave her now and never return. Fill the void they leave with Your Holy Spirit—with Your peace, Your comfort, and Your love. Heal the screaming in her soul, Lord. Replace the noise of the enemy with the still, small voice of Your Spirit. Let her hear You say, *"You are Mine, and I love you."*
We pray for her physical and emotional healing. Ease the anxiety, the sleeplessness, and the overwhelming weight she carries. Give her rest, Lord, and surround her with people who will speak life into her. Bring godly counselors, friends, and mentors into her life who can walk with her on this journey. Remove any desire for substances that numb her pain, and replace them with a hunger for Your Word and Your presence.
Father, we ask for Your protection over her. Build a hedge of angels around her, as You did for Job (Job 1:10), so that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Let her feel Your presence in tangible ways—through worship, through nature, through the kindness of others. Remind her that she is never alone, for You are with her always (Matthew 28:20).
We pray for her future husband, Lord. Prepare him even now to be a man after Your own heart—a man who will cherish her, protect her, and lead her in righteousness. Give her patience to wait for Your timing, and guard her heart from any relationship that would bring further harm. Let her not settle for less than Your best.
Finally, Lord, we ask for a supernatural encounter with You. Reveal Yourself to her in a way that leaves no doubt of Your love and power. Let her experience Your healing touch, Your peace that surpasses understanding, and Your joy as her strength. Restore her soul, Lord, and make her whole.
We pray all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the Name above all names, the One who has conquered sin, death, and the grave. By His blood, we stand, and by His authority, we declare victory over every attack of the enemy. Amen.
You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. You are deeply loved by the Creator of the universe, and He is fighting for you. We encourage you to seek out a local church or Christian community where you can find support, prayer, and biblical counseling. The road to healing is not easy, but it is possible with Jesus. Take one step at a time, and trust Him to lead you. You are worth the fight.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
