New home in secret a new country possibly where im not denied hygiene care

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Life in I get a new home in secret where I can have a shower shampoo soap not be locked out as soon as I try to take a freakin shower I haven’t had a shower thats to far Satan is out of control todayyyyyyyyy..Life in I get a way to somehow get a passport sooner and move as far as I can from anywhere they don’t want me clean 🧽 and fresh and my phones don’t even work here. Idk y the World is acting so evil today I don’t but this isn’t in Gods will for me at all. Life in I find a job that im not fighting to exist or being hated because I’m trying just to have a job be normal greatly no more tears 😭 todayyy let those who blocked me from having a freakin shower never come near me ever again ever I don’t want to know anyone of you thats way to evil let the ones Satan and his pawns that dont want me ever to have Love or feel welcomed always UNWELCOMED and not even allowed a Shower or to feel safe stay away from me greatly for now on. Let me not cry today but find good homes for my 2 Cats as im done with where im at I have treated to unfairly I can’t believe how evil my own family is being to me and my 2 cats. Let the government just leave me alone I quit taking the medicine as of today im only on natural supplements as in im done trying no shower today it’s wow im so upset thats the way the World is today to treat me with such an evil way. Life in I don’t go near my Stepfather EVER AGAIN I DID HIS LAUNDRY FOLDED IT HE ACTED ME WRONGLY THEN IDK WHICH ONE OF THEM LOCKED THE DOOR FROM INSIDE SO I COULDNT GET IN THE MAIN HOUSE MY STEPFATHER HAS DONETHIS BEFORE BUT IDK EITHER WAY I DONT ASK FOR HIM ANYTHING EVER AGAIN INSTEAD JUDGEMENTS JUSTICE ON I CANT MAKE IT IN THESE CONDITIONS COMFORTABLY AND I DIDNT DESERVE TO BE LOCKED OUT I DID NOTHING WRONG F U SATAN AND ALL INVOLVED IN MAKING ME CRY MAKING MY CAT LIMP MAKING ME HAVE NO ONE NOTHING NO WAY TO MAKE IT AT MY JOB THERES NO WAY I CANT GO TO MY JOB WITHOUT TAKING SHOWERS BEING IN HEAT F U SATAN I GET A NEW HOME URGENTLY IF POSSIBLE WITH MY 2 CATS OR I FIND THEM A NICE HOME URGENTLY THAT DOESNT HATE ME WITH SATAN USING THEM IN ANYWAY GREATLY..I HAVE UNCOMMON FAVOR TO FIND A PLACE TO STAY A NEW COU TRY IF NEEDED I DONT CRY I JUST GIVE UP ON LIVING IN ABUSE GREATLY URGENTLY..SOMEWHERE I CAN TAKE SHOWERS BE TREATED KINDNESS LIKED LOVED GREATLYYY VICTORY GREATLY FLIP WHAT THE ENEMY IS USING FOR BAD FOR GOOD URGENTLYYY..LIFE IN I CAN BE FRESH N CLEAN AND MAKE IT IN GODS WILL GREATLYYY THATS IT THATS ALL WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS
 
We hear the deep pain, frustration, and desperation in your words, and our hearts ache with you. What you are enduring, being denied basic dignity like hygiene, safety, and kindness, is not God’s will for you. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came so that you may have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10). You are not forgotten, and you are not without hope.

First, we must address the spiritual warfare you are facing. Satan is indeed at work in the cruelty and oppression you describe, but we rebuke him in the name of Jesus Christ. The Bible tells us, "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7 WEB). You are not powerless, you have the authority in Christ to stand against these attacks. We pray that every scheme of the enemy to isolate, humiliate, and break you be shattered now in Jesus’ name.

Your cry for justice is heard. The way you have been treated, locked out, denied basic care, and subjected to cruelty, is sinful and unacceptable. God sees your tears and collects them in His bottle (Psalm 56:8). He is a God of justice, and He will not ignore the wrongs done to you. "The Lord works righteousness and justice for all who are oppressed" (Psalm 103:6 WEB). We pray that those who have harmed you would be held accountable, not out of vengeance, but so that righteousness may prevail.

You mentioned your stepfather and family acting in ways that are deeply hurtful. The Bible warns us that "a man’s enemies will be those of his own house" (Matthew 10:36 WEB), but this does not mean you are without hope or help. We pray for God to intervene in your family situation, either by softening hearts or by providing a way of escape. You do not deserve to live in fear or abuse, and we stand with you in declaring that God will make a way where there seems to be no way.

Your physical needs, shelter, hygiene, safety, are urgent, and we lift them before the Lord. Jesus said, "Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will put on. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing?... But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:25, 33 WEB). We pray that God would open doors for you to find a safe place to live, where you can care for yourself and your cats without fear. We ask Him to provide a job where you are valued, respected, and able to thrive. We declare that your passport and legal needs will be resolved swiftly, and that you will find refuge in a place where you are treated with the dignity you deserve.

We must also address your mention of quitting medication. While we understand your frustration with the circumstances, we urge you to seek godly counsel before making such decisions. The Bible tells us, "Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body" (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB). Your health matters to God, and we pray that He would guide you to wise, compassionate care, whether through natural means, medical support, or both.

Your cats are also in our prayers. We ask God to lead you to a safe and loving home for them if you are unable to keep them, or to provide a way for you to care for them together. "The righteous care for the needs of their animals, but the kindest acts of the wicked are cruel" (Proverbs 12:10 WEB). You have shown love and responsibility in wanting the best for them, and we trust God to honor that.

Most importantly, we must speak to your soul. The enemy wants you to believe that you are alone, unwanted, and without hope. But the truth is that God loves you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3). Jesus died for you while you were still a sinner (Romans 5:8), and He calls you His beloved. You are not abandoned. You are not forgotten. You are seen, known, and deeply cherished by your Heavenly Father.

We pray this over you now:

"Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up [this precious child of Yours]. Lord, You see the pain, the exhaustion, and the desperation. You know every tear, every locked door, every moment of humiliation. We ask You to arise, O God, and fight for [them]. Break every chain of oppression, every scheme of the enemy, and every stronghold of cruelty in Jesus’ mighty name.

Father, we declare that [they] are not forgotten. You have plans for [their] welfare, not for evil, to give [them] a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11). We ask You to open doors no man can shut, a safe home, a job where [they] are valued, and a community where [they] are loved. Provide for [their] every need, from hygiene to legal documents, and surround [them] with people who will treat [them] with kindness and respect.

Lord, we rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness. We command it to leave in the name of Jesus. Fill [them] with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Remind [them] that You are their refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). Heal [their] heart from the betrayal and abuse, and restore to [them] the joy of [their] salvation (Psalm 51:12).

We pray for [their] cats, that You would provide for them as well, either by keeping them together or placing them in loving homes. Give [them] wisdom and favor in every decision.

Father, we ask that You would draw [them] closer to You. Let [them] know that You are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). If [they] have not yet surrendered [their] life to You, we pray that You would reveal Yourself to [them] in a powerful way. Let [them] know that Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6), and that no one comes to the Father except through Him. We pray for salvation, for a fresh outpouring of Your Spirit, and for a deep, personal relationship with You.

We declare victory over [their] life. Every attack of the enemy is turned around for [their] good. Every curse is broken, and every plan of the devil is destroyed. You, Lord, are making all things new (Revelation 21:5), and we trust You to do just that in [their] life.

We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayer. We thank You for Your faithfulness, Your love, and Your power at work in [their] life. We trust You to move mightily, and we stand in agreement with [them] for breakthrough, restoration, and freedom.

In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen."

You are not alone in this fight. The body of Christ stands with you, and we will continue to pray and believe for your deliverance. Do not give up. God is working even when you cannot see it, and His timing is perfect. Keep your eyes on Him, and trust that He will lead you to still waters and green pastures (Psalm 23). If you have not already, we encourage you to reach out to local churches or Christian organizations in your area that may be able to provide practical help and support. You are loved, you are valued, and you have a purpose. Hold on to hope.
 
We hear you, and we are so sorry that you are being treated this way. To be locked out and denied something as basic as a shower, especially after you just helped with laundry, is not okay. That kind of cruelty cuts deep, and it makes perfect sense that you’re exhausted and furious. No one should have to fight for the right to feel clean and safe in their own home.

What you’re describing is emotional abuse, and it often works exactly like this: the abuser keeps you off balance, denies your most ordinary needs, and makes you feel powerless. But you are not powerless, and you are not crazy for wanting out. Your instinct to find a place where you can shower in peace, hold a job, and be treated with kindness is a healthy, God-given desire for dignity.

If you are in immediate danger right now, please reach local emergency services. Even if the threat feels mostly emotional, the instability you describe warrants real support. You can also visit findahelpline.com to locate a domestic abuse helpline in your country, trained advocates can help you think through next steps, including safety planning, emergency housing, and possibly resources that allow pets. You love your cats, and many shelters are working to accommodate animals because they know how much that matters.

We also noticed you mentioned stopping your medicine. Please talk with a doctor or pharmacist before making that change, even briefly. Sudden stops can be risky, and your health matters deeply. You deserve to be supported both spiritually and medically as you navigate this.

You don’t have to figure everything out today. Right now, the most urgent thing is your safety and basic care. Let’s pray:

Lord Jesus, you see every tear and every locked door. Wrap your arms around your daughter tonight. Bring her to a place where she can shower, rest, and begin again, somewhere free from this cruelty. Open a job and a home, and make a way for her cats to be safe with her. Turn what the enemy means for harm into real, tangible good. Give her courage, and surround her with helpers who will treat her with the kindness you intend. In your name we pray, Amen.
 
Escape for your life! There is no safety for you where you are. Flee from the evil that surrounds you, for it is an enemy’s country. The storm is gathering, and you are far off from home and rest. Haste, traveler, haste. Then linger not in all the plain, flee for your life, the mountain gain. Look not behind, make no delay, O speed you, speed you on your way.

When you have no hope in yourself, do not draw the unwarrantable conclusion that there is no hope for you in God. I want to speak to you of the God of Hope. Hopelessness in self is what we want to bring you to, but hopelessness in itself, especially in connection with God, would be a sin. Take Christ in your hands, for He is made of God unto you wisdom, righteousness, sanctification and redemption.

He shall cover you with His feathers, and under His wings shall you trust. Amidst the wreck of matter and the crash of worlds, safe, safe, safe and near our God and blessed eternally shall we be. The Lord will be careful to take you Home in a heavenly way, for He will send such a chariot for His servants as shall be most suitable to them.

Keep up your communion with God with greater earnestness than if you were living at home with Christian parents. Pray more. Pray more intently. Live nearer to God in communion. Come as a beggar, the more tatters the better, for tatters are the livery of a beggar and rags are the court-dress of a mendicant. Pray right straight from the heart, and right straight to God’s heart.

If God means to get you to Heaven, He will lead you there gently if you will freely go. Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. Never soul believed but what was safe. Some have believed but not been comfortable, but they are safe, the comfort will come.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 
Your soul cries out, overwhelmed by the cruelty you face, and you seek release from those who deny you even the water to cleanse your body. Do not think it strange that your spirit is troubled; recall that even the Lord, when His hour approached, was deeply distressed and prayed, “Father, save me from this hour.” These are the infirmities of our humanity, yet He did not refuse the cup set before Him. So too in your anguish, refuse not Him who speaks from heaven. For if those who rejected the voice that shook the earth at Sinai did not escape, how shall we, if we turn away from the One who shakes not the earth only but also heaven? This shaking you endure, the locking of doors and the cutting off of common mercies, is but part of the removal of all that can be shaken, so that what cannot be shaken may remain. Your true home is in a kingdom that endures forever.

Do not imagine that your trial is beyond human strength or that God has abandoned you. He is faithful, and He will not allow you to be tempted above what you can bear, but with the trial will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. The escape may come swiftly, in a new place where you can be clean and safe, with your cats provided for. But even as you long for this, guard your heart against bitterness. It is written: “If thou hast opened thy mouth against thy friend, fear not, except for upbraiding.” Do not pour out curses upon those who mistreat you merely for the sake of cursing, for upbraiding for its own sake only deepens the wound. Seek justice, yes, but flee from the sin of hatred even as you flee from their evil.

This world is not your rest. The day of the Lord comes like a thief, and many who are unprepared are swept away. Do not be found sleeping, clinging to anger or despair, but stand watchful and ready, letting the present distress drive you nearer to God. He who sees your tears and the limp of your cat will not despise your cry. Let your request be made known with reverence and godly fear, for our God is a consuming fire, a fire that both purifies and protects. The blood of Jesus pleads for your deliverance, not to curse human enemies but to break the power of the evil one. Soon the way will open, and you will see that the enemy’s schemes are turned for good. Only believe, and hold fast to grace, whereby you may serve Him acceptably now, and soon find refreshment and peace.
 
The desperation in your words is heavy, and I want you to know that God is not distant from it. When you are locked out from something as basic as a shower, when the people who should care for you act with cruelty, the ache to flee is overwhelming. You want a secret place, a new country, anywhere the evil can’t reach you. That longing is not strange; even David cried out for the wings of a dove to fly away and escape his troubles. Yet David did not find his answer in running to another land. The temptation to escape is powerful, but so often the very things we try to run from follow us, because the battle is never just about a location. You cannot outrun your stepfather’s malice by changing your address if your heart is still carrying the weight of it. God’s desire is not that you merely escape, but that you find His strength to face what is before you, with Him as your refuge even when no physical door opens.

Your tears are not wasted. Scripture tells us God puts our tears into His bottle and records them in His book. Every time you have wept because you were denied the simplest dignity, He has seen it. The Lord is not indifferent to your suffering, and He will bring every secret thing into judgment, whether it seems hidden now or not. The cruelty of being locked out, the manipulation, the mistreatment of your cats, none of it escapes His notice. You do not need to devise your own schemes for escape out of panic. Like David, we are often tempted to lie or connive when the pressure is great, but that only complicates the turmoil. God is able to make a way where there is no visible path, and He can change a heart or provide a safe place in a moment. But His first call is for you to trust Him, not to frantic self-preservation.

There is only one true escape from the evil that presses in on your soul, and that is the great salvation we have through Jesus Christ. He alone delivers us from the power of darkness. You ended your request with the blood of Jesus, and that is the sure ground of your hope. Not a new passport, not a secret home, not even the removal of your stepfather, though God may grant those things, but the blood of Christ that covers you and speaks a better word than any accusation or injury. The enemy wants you to believe you have been abandoned, but the cross says otherwise. The only escape from God’s judgment and the only path to true safety is found in the Lord Jesus. Do not neglect that salvation by seeking mere physical relief as your ultimate goal. The relief you need begins in the soul.

It may be that God will open a door for you to leave, and that can be His provision. But I urge you to cry out to Him not just for a new home, but for a heart that rests in His care wherever you are. If you flee in unbelief, the same patterns of distress will resurface. If you take everything to the Lord and ask for His wisdom and timing, He can lead you in peace. Meanwhile, let those who have done evil be left to God’s justice. Vengeance is not yours to carry. Your part is to cast your burdens on Him and trust that He will sustain you. He knows your need for cleanliness, for kindness, for a place of safety. He cares about your cats. He sees the injustice. Do not give up. He is not finished with your story.
 

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