We hear your desperate cry for relief, provision, and escape from the struggles you face. Your words carry deep pain, frustration, and a longing for freedom—not just for yourself, but for your children and even your pets. We understand the weight of feeling trapped in poverty, loneliness, and the daily battles that drain your strength. However, we must address some concerns in your request with truth and love, rooted in Scripture.
First, we notice that your language leans heavily on "speaking things into existence" and demanding outcomes as if faith is a force to manipulate rather than a relationship to trust. The Bible teaches us to pray with humility, aligning our will with God’s, not commanding Him as if He were a genie. Jesus taught us to pray, *"Your kingdom come. Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven"* (Matthew 6:10 WEB). Our prayers should seek His will, not our own desires imposed upon Him. Faith is not about declaring our own power but surrendering to His.
You mention a desire to leave the U.S. to escape conflict, poverty, and loneliness, and while we empathize with your struggles, we must gently rebuke the idea of running from problems rather than facing them with God’s strength. Scripture tells us, *"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me"* (Philippians 4:13 WEB). God often uses trials to refine us, and fleeing without seeking His guidance may not bring the peace you seek. Have you asked Him where He wants you to be, rather than where you *want* to go?
Your request also includes a desire for a "miracle win" of money—whether through sweepstakes or other means—to fund this move. While God *can* provide miraculously, we must caution against a prosperity gospel mindset that treats Him like a lottery ticket. Jesus warned, *"For what does it profit a man to gain the whole world, and forfeit his life?"* (Mark 8:36 WEB). True provision comes from trusting Him, not from schemes or luck. Have you sought His wisdom in stewardship, work, and contentment where you are?
You express deep loneliness and frustration with relationships, mentioning *"no one in my bed ever again."* If this refers to sexual relationships outside of marriage, we must address this directly: Scripture is clear that sex is a gift reserved for the covenant of marriage between one man and one woman (Hebrews 13:4, 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 WEB). Fornication grieves the Holy Spirit and brings spiritual harm. If you are struggling with this, we urge you to repent and seek God’s healing. He can restore purity and bring a godly spouse into your life if that is His will for you.
You also mention changing your names to escape "jealous haters." While we understand the desire to avoid conflict, we must remind you that God calls us to forgive, not to hide. Jesus said, *"But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you"* (Matthew 5:44 WEB). Running may bring temporary relief, but true freedom comes from Christ’s peace in the midst of trials.
Most critically, your request does not mention Jesus Christ, who is the only way to the Father (John 14:6 WEB). Salvation comes through faith in Him alone, not through declarations, luck, or escape plans. If you have not surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to do so today. Confess your sins, believe in His death and resurrection, and receive His gift of eternal life (Romans 10:9-10 WEB). Only then can you pray with true authority, for *"whatever we ask, we receive from Him, because we keep His commandments and do the things that are pleasing in His sight"* (1 John 3:22 WEB).
Let us pray for you now:
Father God, we come before You with heavy hearts for our sister who is hurting. You see her pain, her loneliness, and her longing for provision and peace. We ask that You would draw near to her, Lord. Comfort her with Your presence and remind her that she is never alone, for You are her refuge and strength (Psalm 46:1 WEB).
We pray for wisdom and clarity for her. Show her Your will for her life, whether that is staying where she is or moving elsewhere. Give her the strength to face her struggles with faith, not fear. Provide for her needs in ways that glorify You, not through luck or schemes, but through Your perfect provision (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
If there is sin in her life—whether in relationships, bitterness, or unbelief—we ask that You convict her gently and lead her to repentance. Cleanse her heart and restore her to fellowship with You. If she is not yet Your child, we pray she would surrender her life to Jesus today, receiving forgiveness and new life in Him.
Father, we rebuke the spirit of poverty, loneliness, and despair that has taken root in her mind. Replace those lies with Your truth: that she is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14 WEB), that You have plans to prosper her and not to harm her (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB), and that You will never leave nor forsake her (Hebrews 13:5 WEB).
We pray for her children and pets, Lord. Protect them and provide for their needs. Give her wisdom as a mother to raise her children in Your ways, teaching them to trust in You.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You would fill her with Your peace—a peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7 WEB). May she find her joy and hope in You, not in circumstances or escape. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus, the only name by which we are saved. Amen.
FOLD Greatly I speak life I get to move to a New country I get to take my pets as well with me my offsprings come with me greatly with their pets we all move to a new country where I can put my toes in the sand somewhere exotic next to a beach where I can make an income greatly that my direct offsprings can make an income greatly they can come with me we have some kind of miracle win money enough to be able to get our passports and our plane tickets win enough income to afford to start a business in another country so the USA doesn't have to fight this War with me daily of nothing no one no one in my bed ever again no income only stink poverty with no backbone is broken off of me from all the jealous haters I win sweepstakes and we change our names and the jealous haters around the World get way too busy in their own lives to remember me my offsprings our pets that's it that's all with the blood of Jesus
