boazgirl
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Well warriors yesterday I asked for others to pray with me for weakness of myself and those of us that have trouble getting out of old life cylces and hurt emotionally. We can't seem to ever move totally past our pasts and walking totally by faith not by sight is so difficult. We spend all our time fighting with ourselves. Then another woman came on here, I had not met or heard of before, I don't remember anyway and she was touched by my post and it was to her an answer to prayer the post I made. Well I suddenly realized God had spoken through me and that was great...helped my dragging spirits of the last week. Then I also asked for prayer on a web site for a show I listen to daily. Then yesterday morning I responmded tp an ad a local classified internet thing like EBay for house rental. Wasn't going to phone cus I give up, but then something drew me to that ad.
After a few minutes the guys says I know your voice...and yes I know the guy that owns that house...and he is willing to negoiate on many things and timing is righ...it is in outer laying town to my city, but it would seem God just might have sent that....because only moments before I asked please God I need a place..soon. Not sure I got it or that it may be too much money and ect....but God sent me some hope to keep me going. We are not forgotten, lets all pray again today for us not- so -strong believers to know what to pray for and to pray for strength, trust, faith....rather than focus just on our problems and treat God as someone we go only too in trouble....praise for every thing every day even when we don't feel like it.. a wise friend on here said to me it is ok to praise when you do not feel it and just keep doing it until you do. It will slowly feel real and shut satan down.
I used to never praise much, because I thought I had nothing to praise for unless I was really thankful...well now I know that is the key to God....and him pouring out his blessings he wants some gratitude not just requests...makes sense if you are a parent....lets all pray for a good day...ok Lets get rid of the walls, blockages etc that keep us from totally walking by faith and not sight....and never look back at the past...I now pray for God to show me and tell me what to pray for and how to get to my goals. Like God provide the way and show me the steps to get there, and God help me fight satan today because I am weak and I am tired give me the strength to fight back...!
The one vision I always see and relate to, is being on a mountain top and just flying out into the sunrise or sunset as an eagle with wings spread....I take that to mean I will be strong again and I will have the strenght to let go of the ledge I stand on and just freestyle fly with it or go with it and leave all the baggage and past on that cliff. However, it would seem I can't really totally reach that point....and I know many of you on here feel the same....lets keep praying for a breakthrough of overwhelming power and freedom....amen everybody...I felt a renewed strength yesterday...just enough to make me praise and thank God and take one more step forward...if that is all God gives us it is a step in the right direction.
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After a few minutes the guys says I know your voice...and yes I know the guy that owns that house...and he is willing to negoiate on many things and timing is righ...it is in outer laying town to my city, but it would seem God just might have sent that....because only moments before I asked please God I need a place..soon. Not sure I got it or that it may be too much money and ect....but God sent me some hope to keep me going. We are not forgotten, lets all pray again today for us not- so -strong believers to know what to pray for and to pray for strength, trust, faith....rather than focus just on our problems and treat God as someone we go only too in trouble....praise for every thing every day even when we don't feel like it.. a wise friend on here said to me it is ok to praise when you do not feel it and just keep doing it until you do. It will slowly feel real and shut satan down.
I used to never praise much, because I thought I had nothing to praise for unless I was really thankful...well now I know that is the key to God....and him pouring out his blessings he wants some gratitude not just requests...makes sense if you are a parent....lets all pray for a good day...ok Lets get rid of the walls, blockages etc that keep us from totally walking by faith and not sight....and never look back at the past...I now pray for God to show me and tell me what to pray for and how to get to my goals. Like God provide the way and show me the steps to get there, and God help me fight satan today because I am weak and I am tired give me the strength to fight back...!
The one vision I always see and relate to, is being on a mountain top and just flying out into the sunrise or sunset as an eagle with wings spread....I take that to mean I will be strong again and I will have the strenght to let go of the ledge I stand on and just freestyle fly with it or go with it and leave all the baggage and past on that cliff. However, it would seem I can't really totally reach that point....and I know many of you on here feel the same....lets keep praying for a breakthrough of overwhelming power and freedom....amen everybody...I felt a renewed strength yesterday...just enough to make me praise and thank God and take one more step forward...if that is all God gives us it is a step in the right direction.
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