This is for anyone who may be facing the possibility that one of their parents isn't really theirs. It has been something I have been facing for years. My conclusion, at first, was that I was generally unwanted. But clues have come out that lead things in a different direction. Although the possibility that my father wasn't really my "father", God has seen me through all kinds of things in my life and I refuse to not go forward. Always know that as a person there will be people who truly love you and they do not have to be blood related. And, God will soothe your aching heart during these rough trials.