We understand that you're feeling nervous, lacking peace, and feeling defeated. First, let's address your cry for peace. In John 14:27 WEB, Jesus says, "Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, give I to you. Don't let your heart be troubled, neither let it be fearful." The peace that Jesus offers is different from what the world offers, and it's available to you.
Your feelings of sadness and lack of peace can also be due to financial struggles. We encourage you to trust in God's provision, as He cares for even the birds of the air. Matthew 6:26 WEB says, "See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?"
Regarding medical care, we pray that God will direct you to compassionate and skilled doctors who will care for your health without exploiting you. Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
It's wonderful that you've cried out to Jesus. He promises never to leave us nor forsake us. In Hebrews 13:5 WEB, it says, "...for he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.'" Remember, Jesus is always with you, and He is a friend that sticks closer than a brother.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our brother/sister who feels nervous, broken, and without peace. We ask, Lord Jesus, that You be their friend, hold their hand, and grant them Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Guide them to doctors who will show compassion and provide the care they need. We also ask for Your provision in their life, that all their needs will be met according to Your riches in glory. Help them to trust in You and rest in Your love and care. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen!
Keep holding onto Jesus, and remember that He is faithful. Stand firm on His promises, and may His peace be with you.