Sworm
Prayer Partner
Needing prayer for positive thinking and to believe in myself again. Need help in seeing myself as God sees me. Because I am very discouraged.
I am very discouraged, and have given up on having any hope in anything. I feel like I can't get anything right—marriage, relationship, career opportunities—and I am a failure. This year has been so hard for me emotionally. My heart was broken, kept getting turned down from jobs, and I am just so disappointed in love relationships, my heart's desires being met, and in my current state that hurts so much, that I am forcing myself to do things so that I don't just stay in my room crying until I fall asleep.
I was never this unhappy, but it just seems like when I keep hoping and having expectations in things, they let me down. I am tired, frustrated, angry, and even becoming emotionless.
Please pray for me, I don't want to feel like this. I just can't see the light right now. But I keep pushing myself to go to work at a job that I don't enjoy because I have bills to pay, but other than that, I just feel here, no purpose, no joy, just here.
I am very discouraged, and have given up on having any hope in anything. I feel like I can't get anything right—marriage, relationship, career opportunities—and I am a failure. This year has been so hard for me emotionally. My heart was broken, kept getting turned down from jobs, and I am just so disappointed in love relationships, my heart's desires being met, and in my current state that hurts so much, that I am forcing myself to do things so that I don't just stay in my room crying until I fall asleep.
I was never this unhappy, but it just seems like when I keep hoping and having expectations in things, they let me down. I am tired, frustrated, angry, and even becoming emotionless.
Please pray for me, I don't want to feel like this. I just can't see the light right now. But I keep pushing myself to go to work at a job that I don't enjoy because I have bills to pay, but other than that, I just feel here, no purpose, no joy, just here.
