Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I desire more than just a girlfriend of who I will have to buy affection from. I want a close friend that will go to movies with me, and try to destroy me in video games but still be able to laugh and joke about it. I want a girl who will go bowling with me and dancing and just have fun with. I want someone to go to church with me and read the Bible with. I need someone to talk too when things get lonely and gloomy. Please Father, I thought I had finally met her but was wrong. Father I am missing a close sister in Christ. Father I don't know if you hear me, or want to hear me, or if you even care about this desire, Father it would make me a lot happier though to see her smile, and hear her laugh, and to not be judge for my insecurities. Father I feel like I have missed out on so much, don't make me miss out on a friendship, with someone whom will love me. Father Please, I don't know any other way to say this. I am just miserable, and lonely, and I don't understand why I can't have friendship with a women. Please send me someone fun, living and encouraging into my life. Please Father help me. I feel defeated, and lonely. I want this special friend, not another person who plays with my feelings, acts like they like me or want to be my friend but then shut me out of there life. Please Father send me that special someone, that special girl that will make the difference, and make me feel loved and wanted. Please Lord I am begging you. Please send someone. Please send someone. Please give me a lady friend that loves you and wants to love me too. Please Lord. I don't know how to ask you for this. I don't like waiting. There is a fear of uncertainty that I will never meet this girl because every time I ask she never comes. I just want to give up Father. I don't understand. Why can't I develope friendship with women. Why can't I meet that one special girl that will be my help mate and best friend. I know I am too shy,so Father you are the only hope I have of getting this friend, getting married. And yet I wait. Every day is the same. I am board with my life Father. Please send me a lady friend. Father please send me a friend. Don't ignore me Father. This lonely feeling is inbearable. I don't like it. Not a day goes by where I don't think about killing myself. Sometimes I just want to take a bottle of pillsand and it. Father I have no purpose here. What good am I go your kingdom, or anything. I don't see why I feel so alone. I am bitter. Father please forgive me for my sins. Please send mea girl who is different, and who will be a best friend. Father please. I need her. Father please send mar girl I can go to church woth, and read the Bible with. Don't ignored anymore Father. Please don't ignore me. Father please send me a girl that will be my feiend. Please Father.
