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Shobe Mimi
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hi.. please help me i don't know what to do... i have a boyfriend, we've been together since August 2008, his my first boyfriend since 2005 we've brake and become close friends and last year 2008 we've been together again and court me.. now my problem is i don't know if his really honest and loyal to me or his telling a lie to me or something he didn't tell me.. all kind of conversation he have my mobile number, landline in house and in my work he also know where i am but me i don't know how to reach him because last year december he told me that he sell his mobile with his mobile number and he buy i new mobile number w/o mobile he told me that he just borrowing a cellphone to others and inserting his sim but he just open it only twice and sometimes he borrowed cellphone to his officemate to text me but it was only sometimes, he call me im my work but only once in a month. a text once a week but sometimes there's no text. lately he told me that he will file a leave for us to be togther but now after 2 weeks i notice to his officemate that my boyfriend file a leave 3 days w/o telling me... our time is very conflict because his work is in call cener and his time is 8pm - 5am while me i work in office 8:30am - 6:30pm and he live in very far to my house and sunday is family day so we go out only when there's a holiday or a free day. but know i don't know how to reach him beacuse he don't have a landline.. please help me to pray, i really love him.. all i pray and wishing is to him to be honest to me and faithful and love me only me and no third party... i never been happy in my lovelife.. sometimes im thinking that why is God is unfair beacuse i never have a happy life... but i know God has a reason and he knows what good for us but why he never own me even 1 wish to have a happy lovelife. i need your help... please... i feel so bad and not good.. i don't know what to do... i eally love him... but im not sure if he really love me but his telling me that im the only one in his life but why is acting weird and why i feel something that maybe his doing something not good.