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Anonymous
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Please I urgently need your prayers. As some of you may know, I have a problem with depression. I haven’t been to work in two weeks. Well, for the past few days, I have been trying to motivate myself to go to work. Unfortunately, it hasn’t worked. I get an overwhelming feeling of heartache, sadness, and despair. I have gotten some good advice on this website, someone told me to try to pray more for others if I couldn’t pray for myself. So, this is what I’ve been doing. I have been spending almost all day of this website praying for others. Praying for others has helped. I think it gives me the feeling that I’m helping others while at the same time takes the focus off of me. I also have trouble sleeping at night, so someone told me to pray until I fall asleep. I thought why not, I’m up anyway, might as well use the time wisely. At first it was a struggle, I had a hard time focusing on my prayer. My mind wanted to wander to other thoughts and places, but I was able to get focused on prayer and eventually fall asleep. What I really need from everyone now is a lot of prayers. I need my job, of course, and I need to get back to work. I have bills to pay, and because I’ve missed two weeks of work, I won’t have a paycheck. Bottom line guys, I’m tired. I want my life back, and I want to be happy. I’m tired of being depressed. Please pray over me today and maybe for the next few days. Every time you think of me, please say a quick prayer. I need protection over my job. I really don’t have the right to ask for job protection, but I need it, as guilty as I feel about it. I need to figure out a way to pay my bills because I totally screwed everything up. I need to keep a roof over my head and food and gas in my car so I can go to work. Guys, what I need most of all is God’s intervention over my depression. I’m so tired of it. I just want to be happy, loved, and feel secured spiritually, emotionally, and financially. I just want to be set free once and for all of this depression. I’m so ready to let go of it, but I don’t know how. Please pray… thanks.
