SinglemomV
Beloved of All
I would like to let everyone know Scott is doing a little better...Through only by the Grace of God and I give all the GLORY to God..Scott has given this all to he Good Lord above!! However, Jordan is not...I found out he is failing just about every class..I am so very disappointed in him.. I am struggling to find the right solution..I also had a meeting at school with Austin's teacher, and it wasn't good either..Jordan's attitude is really affecting us all..But I refuse to give up on my son, as I know the good Lord will never give up on any of us..I feel as though something isn't quite right with myself, but I have given it to the Lord...For only through him will anything ever get better..I am human though..I know doubting is the Devil's way of trying to sneak back in, but I will kick him right back out..It is a constant battle it seems.My mother's instinct is telling me that Jordan is hanging out with Satanist people.. I know Jordan's heart has love in it...But, I also see the hate too...I have never encountered this in my life, so yes, it does scare me..Is this God's plan?? I wonder even why I question this? I know the Good Lord doesn't want us to understand things, to just have faith in him..I have FAITH In the Good Lord, but I just need a clear direction, on exactly what I need to do to get my son back on track..Please pray the Lord give me more patience, and more direction, and that he heals whatever is going on with me too. I trust in the Lord with everything I have, but we all get tired and frustrated at times..Please Lord forgive me of my sins, and I know through you everything and anything is possible..In Jesus Name Amen.