I have been struggling with a chocking feeling and discovered I have a large nodule and need to have it removed along with half of my thyroid. I am nervous about this surgery and am asking for prayers of healing and prayers to remove my anxiety and fear. It has been debilitating to been in a state of fear constantly from the time I wake up till I go to bed. I am also struggling with a lower back issue and need a fusion surgery. I am asking God to please heal me. I am not interested in back surgery but I am in constant pain. I am taking way to many pain pills and I need a resolution. I don't know what I am supposed to do. I feel like I am a burden on my family and friends because I always have something wrong with me. I just want to feel normal and have a normal life. I am 59 years old and see so many people my age in good health. I take supplements and am on the carnivore diet most of the time. I use non toxic make up, shampoo and other household items. I always considered myself to be an above average healthy person. I don't understand why these health issues are happening to me. Last year I polyps in my uterus, I also have a cyst on my liver. I try so hard to be healthy and I work in the nutrition field, yet I have these issues. I wonder sometimes is it worth it to try so hard to eat clean when I face issue after issue. Last year i was diagnosed with breast calcifications that they are watching, the year before uterine polyps. I know these things aren't death sentences but why am I gong through all this? What am i to learn? I feel the anxiety of it all is slowly taking me out. I am asking for prayers for me to find the help I need and the solutions to my health issues. I am constantly struggling and need Gods intervention. Thank you

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.