J
john6437724
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I have a lot of hurt. I'm going through a lot. I have enough hurt to where I don't want to try again. I've given up. I can't hold a dream or desire. When I know I can not have it, it will never come true. It's not God's will for me. My heart's desire has gone down the drain. I don't want it. Then why does it torment me? I don't understand. I just give up; the door to my desire is closed. I'm never looking back and I'm never trying again. I know love and friendship is one thing I can never have. I'm alone forever because I have to be. I'm better off. I'm lonely and hurt and I can do nothing about it because it's God's will for me to be alone.
