missnan67
Servant of All
Please pray for me i have been so upset and having bloodpresure problems tonite but the lord took it away and my blood presure was lower... I got up set today because i wanted to spend time with my boyfriend but he would not give me a straight answer ... He just would say he wanted to rest today and watch tv... I ask if i could come to his house to visit and he said no... I have been dating him for over 3 years now.. And the only time he would let me come over is when his mother law or daughter wasnt there.. His wife had died 5 years ago and his mother law moved in to help care for his daughter... Well his daughter is 18 now.. And the mother law is still there and his daughter has except me dating her father.. But the mother law i dont think she likes it he has moved on but really i think he still living in the past because he still wont let me come down and visit when she is there... But he comes here when ever... So today i had words with him over it... And i told him he needs to call me frist before coming over to my house if i cant come there at all ... I have only been there 3 or 4 times in 3 years.... I pray things will change and i pray if there is never going to be more to this relationship then what is has been then i pray he will listen to what i have to say and tell me the truth... And i pray he will stop drinking he will not drink for a while then ones that drink gets around him and he will start to drink again.. Lord please pour the conviction over him humble him and i pray every time he smells the beer or what ever he is drinking to get drunk i pray it will not smell good taste good and he will stop he stop for ten years he said and i pray he will do it again because now he has health problems.. I pray he will stop smoking also... He has a lung problem and the doctor said for him to stop ..... I pray if he is going to marry me some day he will draw closer to me... Im hurting because how he treats me with not being able to visit him... I told him if he ever get down sick i would never be able to visit because she would not see it... Please pray she will soften her heart... I dont want to judge but she goes to church and says bad things about me she dont know me and im not asking to know her i just wish he would not let her come between us...i ask all this in jesus name amen....
