Need prayer please.

[Jonathan B.]

I'm just so broken right now. I keep having so many people around me getting married and having families. I've dreamed about that for over 30 years myself. My dreams of having 4 or 5 years of being married before having at least one child of my own flesh and blood are crushed. I've kept my self pure and saved myself for my wedding night. All I want is like scripture says to enjoy "the wife of my youth" because "beauty fades". Is that too much for a God fearing virgin to ask? It's too late for all of that in my life. I don't understand because God just hands that freely to so many people while they're young who abuse God's precious gift of relationships. I've loved Him all of my life and I would love and cherish my wife and kids until the day I die and yet He won't let me have those things... I'm just struggling right now...

“I am depending on you for this impossible situation, Lord!” I have loved You ever since I was a child. You have sheltered me and guided my steps. I have given my life totally and completely to You God. You have redeemed me through the death and glorious resurrection of Christ Jesus Your Son. I want the fulfillment of serving You in a ministry like when I worked at church. You promised that when You bring me my sweetheart that You have that for us. God, almost 24 years ago You promised me a wife. You burned that little girls eyes into the depths of my soul with Your love that I saw in them. You spoke into my heart and told me that I would marry her one day. Years later God, You told me that my sweetheart, her dad, my mom, and I would be a family. I didn't believe You because I believed that my parents loved each other and nothing would ever happen to my dad. You told me three times because I argued out of that disbelief. Now mama and I are alone God, everyone has rejected or abandoned us. God, I have trusted You and believed in You fully and completely through bullying and rejection all through school, through struggling and finally overcoming a learning disability, through not understanding why You would put me in a job that has no purpose or lasting meaning, through financial hardships, failing health, a broken home and rejection of family, God; through all of those things I have trusted You and remained faithful to Your guidance and leading. You are the only Father that I have ever known, I've never had a father on this earth. I have trusted in patience, peace, and contentment in Your promises to me and they have been my dreams and the desires of my heart ever since You made that first promise. I lived in that peace and contentment fully trusting You until without warning I found myself in the depths of this dark pit of urgency and desperation almost 2 years ago. I have cried and I have prayed to You God, You are everything to me and all that I have. Nothing is impossible for You God! Hear my cries, hear my prayers! Turn my sorrow into joy and happiness, fulfill Your promises to me, fulfill Your promise to give me the desires of my heart and to give me peace and joy. Please God, I cry out to you in the presence of my Brothers and Sisters in Christ. Answer my prayers, have mercy on my soul my Lord! Your son needs Your love, Your healing, restoration, and blessings. I love You Father and I ask these things in the name of Christ Jesus my Savior and King. AMEN

 

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May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

For a godly Love it is never too late !! May you be blessed and loved !!

 

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