mattosan
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i am broken and crushed in spirit and dont see any light at the end of the tunnel just eternal heartache...i feel my life is over and cant seem to except defeat and walk away...i have been on my knees for 6 months and have watched everything in my life go on a down hill slide and it just gets worse..when i think it cant get worse it gets much worse than i could have imagined..i dont see any hope for the future and force myself everyday to carry on but im not doing it for me i only do it for my kids,,i know that they hurt already and with out me they would feel just the same as i do....my wife has begun the process of filing for divorce and i know that people go thru this everyday but i cant see how they survive..it feels like nothing gets better..i feel the same heartache i did 6 months ago and even more intence at times and everything has a memory attachted to it..the greif is more than i can take...god please at least heal me if you wont heal my marriage...