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lissie22
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Heavenly Father, please help me handle my loneliness. Heal the hurt caused by the man I was dating recently until he made it clear that he wasn't interested in me long-term, that I was too "old", but that until he found someone, he would like to be with me. That was so painful Lord. Please help me get peace. Then today, I was a local event and saw my ex-husband with one of the women he cheated on with me (the reason we got divorced), she is his wife now and they have a 2 and 1/2 year old and his older son who has moved here from Africa. He was chatty and introduced me to everyone. It has been seven years since I left the marriage, but it really made me feel bad. Lord help heal these two recent hurts. Lord you know my weaknesses, my needs and my desires. Lord you know I prayed for that marriage to be restored and that I loved him and married him with the intention of being a godly wife. Lord, please help me find some peace. I am lonely, even though I have a great career and have really built a great life for myself, better in many ways than it was with him. I pray for peace and more joy and for a godly partner who will appreciate me. Thank you lord for helping me and answering my prayers. LOrd I repent for feeling catty toward his new wife, for disparaging her looks and style. Lord I repent for not wanting to be nice to him (even though I was polite and quickly got out of the conversation). My thoughts were not nice and my heart was not nice toward them. It still isn't. My heart is still upset with the younger man who strung me along and then mentioned my age as a negative. Please help me forgive. Thanks Lord and it is in your Holy name that I pray.