Anonymous
Beloved of All
need breakthrough miracles in four areas. 1) Please pray that God grants me clarity, focus, and success in completing professional certification exam and other courses. 2) I am also believing God for a new job, employment visa with a good salary so I can move out and live independently. 3) I am trusting God for the miracle of the right life partner, the one whom God has already set apart for me, not worldly people choosing for me, and for the grace to move forward into a better chapter. 4) I’m currently on my brother in law's company visa, and with the new boss in his company cutting costs, there is some uncertainty as there will be a meeting regarding this visa and they have made a proposal to give to the owners and board of directors who are Arab in his company so please pray that my visa wont have any issue until next year as i have visa until next year. my sister said they are praying that arab owner doesnt sign the proposal let it be extended how much ever possible so i could find job n visa i need a breakthrough in my situation regarding Visa, job and marriage. Please keep me in your prayers that God does a miracle in this visa until I get my job and employment visa. I need to get a new job with an employment visa and good salary to live financially well. Please pray for my visa, new job, studies, and marriage. Please pray that God opens doors that no man can shut, and that people stop finding faults, calling me arrogant or stubborn, and asking me to compromise whether in finding a job or in getting married simply because according to them, at my age I will not find a perfect life partner or a perfect job.No evil eyes should affect us in our health, jobs, or relationship between each other and back in home country we rebuke every evil eye over me and my siblings but on this week when i met new people for prayer meeting and church i could see people are going through different problems in life and after interceding and waiting people gets there breakthrough .i feel god is aligning my steps that i was supposed to meet all these people in my life and be encouraged god is doing good things in people lives as there was many prayer request regarding job in my prayer group one person got job last week and other person got job this week for summer camp as assistant teacher but still God is good and doing good things in people life .i know God wont allow me to struggle longer because i see God's hand working in people life and i will see his hand in my situation as well whether in my job situation,visa situation or marriage he will bring the situation to pass for his glory until then i have only my savings to live praying without any delay he will provide for my job ,visa,studies and marriage.I do see few positive signs that god is doing a miracle in few areas of my life and opportunities are coming but i am sure the prayer request i have put regarding each request will be answered ,I am so thankful to see when i post my request people message underneath my request very encouraging there is someone standing with me and interceding for my prayer request .Now people in back in home country are behind my marriage and blaming my siblings they are not finding proposals for me or i am saying no for all the proposal my father brothers are spreading false rumors and allegations about me n my siblings to all the people whom i know and they are messaging my siblings n me like when are you coming and why is my marriage not happening and all .i know god has timing until then i cant simply go marry someone people who are bornagain they want best for there kids that includes my father younger brother who is searching groom fr his dgthr want best fr his dgthr but fr me since my parents are not there he is asking me to get married any random guy if the guy drinks n smoke also it is fine cz it is not his dgthr ,I am so tired answering everyone question and answer when i am at peace devil keeps attacking through ppl back in home country .My sister is always curious n anxious if i go for work event i have reach fast back or if i meet someone who i m meeting for first time i just randomly ask if that person company has job or if someone is getting married she is like they are getting married n you dont have job nor you are married when others are successful in job and marriage wise and she tells all my details to her husband but her or her husband personal secrets or investing somewhere is totally hidden and nobody knows about that .Today my sister was making a fuss at home so badly emotionally blackmailing gt a job n live alone ,then she said i need few years to live to see my wedding n when i told her go to doc she is like ask her hubby how unwell she is n i was like lets go to doc n check what the issue is and she is like i m scared of hospital and doctors and for everything she is emotionally blackmailing you stand on your feet if she is not there look after parents property cz her hubby wont look after this .i dont know what all she is saying as she is looking at worldly circumstances as she on one hand she tells she believes god n on other hand she she always talk negative to me n pulls my confidence n my faith ,Hope makes her understand that to be greedy for money or some how manipulate words n chk my account n somehow she wants to get money from my account it is devil in her which has to be gone from her or else it will affect my mind and health .Please pray for my father's elder brother as when we pray he is having lot of grudges over us and he spreading false rumor and talking thing that is not appropriate for a christian elder to speak because he himself not realizing what to speak and what not to speak and with his words he is not only hurting me n my siblings but he is hurting people with his words who has helped him a lot.He is so curious if i am working and my work days are back to normal and all .just now my sister came again she started with all the visa process is going on anytime they will come n cancel the visa what will you do you have no job we need to hear the job news by end of this month and we have told you anything so i told her if you can talk positive please dont talk negative and she is like if you dont get job you have go back to home country have u thought of this and with less salary how will u take visa and since u hv no job ,we cant find a guy fr you and u growing old and u are gng downwards in negative u r going she told me n went .u are simply saying u are studying n she said u never tell me when u r writing exam i dont want to tell her anything when i am writing exam where all have i applied fr job always she opens her mouth with negative n harsh words ,i dont know wht mistake i did that i am suffering like this staying with her has been one of mentally and physically exhausted time always devil attacks to her n she comes with a curious mind and try to blackmail me when she knows i dont hv anything to say that is when she emotionally pulls me down and i will be down through my facial reaction she knows that. she just want me to go back to home country one side she will say like that other side she will say we should travel for christmas somewhere for a change i dont know what is wrong with her .sometimes i feel she is so interested finding my faults n negatives and i am now helpless she knows my parents are no more n she is safe n married n her visa is safe that is why she showing all this to me .Again today my sister is like what about the trip we planned to go then on top of that she said the skin clinic you are showing isnt working for u and with this face no one liked your pictures then she is like why you dont plan to get married dont you know that with this face nobody liked you and you are spoiling your life without trying new things look at people they are doing so many things in life and on one side you are getting old why you dont plan to get married she keeps insulting me badly.today again my sister is like you dont want to get married then why you not taking care of yourself why you are not going to skin clinic where i am planning to go i was like i went before to the place where she took lot of money was spend on skincare and again she is like it is not enough when she knows i dont have job she wants to me to spend money on my skincare by going to a skin clinc when i am living on my savings some how trying cut my expenses she is interested in me to spend money when she is spending the money of her husband so fr her it is ok that she can do whatever she wants but fr me situation is different when i tell her that she tells me i will give u money but you give me home currency to me i was like she is so much eyeing on my bank account .All of your prayers has been such a relief in me and peace in my heart God will surely hear prayers and grant the request in his appointed time and in this preparation season of mine have learned a lot truly grateful to him for opening paths which i myself dint know i was able to do it or go for it and experience it .just received an update that next week there is a meeting regarding visa cancellation and if they cancel i can only stay for 30 days to find either a job or visa to continue my stay but my sister is pressurizing me to say a decision if u are planning to stay or go back to home country and work there. Today afternoon my sister came and asked did u pray what decision you are planning to take whether u are planning to stay or go back to home country and she was like we took care of u 3 years and since cost is rising n we want to make our own house ,and we want to go to home country for holidays n go fr a international trip so we want save so dont expect us do anything fr u so if u want to stay u hv to bear the cost of ur visa ,if u want to go fr holidays to home country and come with us fr international trip and when this topic of internaional trip was discussed i had told no i am not coming because i sense a selfishness because on one hand they said they dont want kids and now they want a house fr themself n somehow make me pay with home country money so that will increase there bank balance for savings and buying a house the way they think and act and i feel my sis has become more crooked after being with my brother in law and one sentence she said was you gus dont talk and she is between us and why i kept a distance with himwas he want show his bank balance everywhere but he wants to see my bank balance when i hid he passed a comment to my sis that i dont trust her which i felt he was poking me and like that so many instances has happened.After going through so many instances i was physically and mentally ready go back to home country that is when god reminded me brought me to this country for a purpose n since my parents are nt there so no point going back to home country and my sis was like expenses are increasing because ,food,water,electricty everything so i myself stay away from them i dont go out with them ,i cut my breakfast and some times hv light lunch n dinner how much ever i can cut i did that n i hear such hurtful words from her and cant believe if i too wrong decision of coming n staying here with them then i wouldnt had to go through all this wish my parents was there things would have been better .These things from her felt she is always expecting money or making me do things in the kitchen like cutting,chopping or make me do chores at home so in that way to repay her ven though every 2 weeks a person comes n help her still she make me do everything as though i m her servant she has changed a lot before marriage n after marriage ,her thought process what she can gain and how much she can utilize me for her benefits .Felt totally shattered and sad because they hide from me everything and she wants to know everything from me and go tell him so i decided will reduce the information i say regarding myself,if somebody has said something prophetic about me or my friends related i dont say anything all the information is filtered.Thank you to all.god bless you all for praying and standing in the gap for me when i have no one to share felt really lonely dont want to bottle it up and feel stressed or pressured.my sister now also came if you are staying here you have to pay for your visa but looking at you in this age where you should reach and now where you have no job ,ur marriage not happening people from her husband side asking if i m getting married or not and she is like everybody is behind your marriage n here i am protecting u when you dont have job and she is like what struggle u have in life when compared to others and i was keeping quiet then i said the struggles i have i dont have to tell you and she is like you have a roof,electricity,water and free food when others dont and then i was like ok will leave back to home country atleast i will have peace from you even though i know i will struggle but peacefully struggle and she is like that is not god wants you to do because you wont survive there because people curiosity will literally make you go mad .i am totallt shattered everyday i move in peace she somehow comes to attack me .she has lost all her brains and again she is like you dint chop this vegetable for me have you seen how much i do and you always find the things i dint do .just want to leave from here stay separately alone i want jesus to move in my life regarding visa,job and life partner and also to stay separately from her.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.