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Heidi
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Heavenly father, I come before you today and ask to lift me up out ofthis depression. I'm just out of it. I feel as if I'm in a pit of depression. Brian and I are just as distant this anniversary week. As a year ago when I was served my divorce papers. I'm hurt worse today, then last year. Our vacation was horrible. Lord, Brian just don't feel for me anymore. He's always said, cheaper to keep her. And that's just how I feel. It's cheaper for him to keep me then divorce me.
Lord, I know you saved my marriage. You answered my prayer. I thank you Jesus. Help me stand through this pain Lord. I pray for communications Lord. Brian is in your hands. Forgive me for all my anger Lord. I feel so ungreatful for you saving my marriage Lord. Forgive me in even thinking of asking Brian for a divorce these last couple of days. Lord, I am being quiet, being the submissive wife. But I feel like I'm going to blow. Please be with me Lord. I can't keep doing this. Give me strength to stay with this man. I love Brian with all my heart. Lord, take away his pride, his lies, turn his heart of stone into one of flesh. Show me if I'm doing wrong. Lead me, be with me. Make the enemy flee from our marriage. Take away any schemes the enemy has to keep me depressed and doubts about this marriage. In Jesus name, amen
Lord, I know you saved my marriage. You answered my prayer. I thank you Jesus. Help me stand through this pain Lord. I pray for communications Lord. Brian is in your hands. Forgive me for all my anger Lord. I feel so ungreatful for you saving my marriage Lord. Forgive me in even thinking of asking Brian for a divorce these last couple of days. Lord, I am being quiet, being the submissive wife. But I feel like I'm going to blow. Please be with me Lord. I can't keep doing this. Give me strength to stay with this man. I love Brian with all my heart. Lord, take away his pride, his lies, turn his heart of stone into one of flesh. Show me if I'm doing wrong. Lead me, be with me. Make the enemy flee from our marriage. Take away any schemes the enemy has to keep me depressed and doubts about this marriage. In Jesus name, amen