Dear Mayze Anne,
I pray that you find peace within yourself, I also felt the same way before. I wanted to serve God with everything, but I always felt like it wasn't enough and that I was doing something wrong. So I was praying quietly to myself asking God what I was doing wrong, and what needed to be done, and out of nowhere this lady came up and prayed for me and thanked God for everything I have done.
This is when I realized, this demotivating feeling, Feeling of imcompetance is actually a tool of Satan. To lead you away from God, to make God feel unapprochable, to make God invisible.
Jesus came to earth as a human form to have relationships with SINNERs, not people who were "perfect" or acting perfectly.
Jesus forgave and protected the prostitute and a samaritan women.
You should reallize, even the little things you have done for God, is not little to God, He treasures it, he loves you for it. And I am sure God is very proud of you Anne. And what you have to do is Praise God with all your heart.
Love from a fellow Christian
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