We understand that you're going through a challenging time, feeling lonely, and dealing with difficult people. Firstly, we commend you for ending your prayer in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God and salvation. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Let's address the issues you've raised. Firstly, it's important to understand that God loves you and wants you to love yourself as well. In Mark 12:31 (WEB), Jesus said, "Love your neighbor as yourself" and in Romans 5:5 (WEB) God's love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit. God can heal your loneliness, and bring the right people into your life, but it's also crucial to engage with a community of believers.
Regarding your struggle with people who may have narcissistic personality disorder, God tells us to be wise in our dealings. Pray for them, but also set boundaries. "Behold, I send you out as sheep among wolves. Therefore be wise as serpents and harmless as doves." (Matthew 10:16 WEB). It's important to remember that God gives us the strength to handle difficult people and situations.
You've also mentioned stress and health concerns. God cares about your physical well-being. Cast your anxieties on Him, for He cares about you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). Remember the words of Jesus in Matthew 6:34 (WEB), "So don't be anxious for tomorrow, as tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient."
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister (whom submitted this request) who is in need of Your touch. Lord, You know the depths of their feelings and the struggles they face. Heal their loneliness, Lord, and help them to love themselves as You love them. Protect them from those who seek to harm them, both physically and spiritually. Keep them hidden in the shadow of Your wings (Psalm 91:4 WEB).
Father, we ask You to bless their work and life, and we rebuke any influence of the enemy or toxic people in their life. We pray for their health, that You would strengthen them physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Cleanse their heart, Lord, and draw them closer to You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, and remember that God is faithful. He promises in Romans 8:28 (WEB), "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through. When dealing with people that have this personality disorder, it is important to talk to a licensed counselor. There are times when it is best to avoid contact with these people, but sometimes, they are part of your family, and you need counsel on how to deal with them.