Need help

[Anonymous]

I think I need help from psychiatrists.  I've go it in my head that things should be a certain way in my life right now.  And they are not that way.  Not even close, and it's made me angry.  Everything triggers me.  I see a happy couple on TV and I want it, but don't have it, and Its driving me crazy.  I have written letters to my future wife.  But now I fear she may never come and I was not ment to be married and I need to let that go, so should I dispose of them?  I have never been more confused in my life.  I guess my dream wife does not exist.  I don't know.  I don't want to let go of that dream but I cannot achieve that dream either.  Then I'm scared someone else will achieve my dream but I won't, and I just wish I had the answers.  Will someone please make sense of what's going on.  Will God not give me the wife I desire until I destroy the letters to her?  What do I do?  Did I write all of those letters for nothing?  Did I stay a virgin for nothing.  I wish I had not waited.  It's not paying off, and I am afraid it will never pay off.  I don't want to turn 50 years old and still be single and waiting for someone who'd may or may not exist.  I missed out on sex, and dating for nothing!  I am waiting on someone who may not even exist.  Why?  What did I do that for?  I wish I were dead.  I wish I had never been born.  Wish I was a still born in my mother's womb.  Never would have had to endure being a single man in a generation that treats marriage as if its disposable.  I'm just gonna burn throes letters.  I'm gonna burn them all.  I'm gonna let go of my dream, and just accept the reality.  God does not want me to get married.  It's time to accept that and grow up out of this childish dream of mine.  It will hurt, but it's okay, because it was never ment to be.

 

[Neema musa]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Saraha]

Praying for you Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[lab]

In agreement Lord, we lift this prayer, may it be received as sweet incense pleasing in your sight, Amen Shalom, Heavens peace, nothing missing, nothing broken, complete! Amen

 

[susan barnes]

Dear Beloved,

You should never give up on your dreams. God hears you and already knew what you want or need. I know it is hard to be patient but please continue to trust in Him. When your wife enters you will understand why it happened when it did. God does things in His own time--the best time for you. Never be lonely as God is beside you always and wants only the best for you! I love you and will pray that all your wishes will be revealed soon.

Your sister in Christ,

Susan

 

[Anonymous]

You do need help , but by a Christian counselor , one who with God's help let you let go of this anger and impatience , because this seems to be your only focus and it is eating you up inside . 

 

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