Addonis

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Hello,
My name is Addonis, and I'm newly divorced. My ex was a very toxic woman and was not willing to work on our relationship. I had nowhere else to go so I moved from Long Island to Florida, and am staying with my parents who are incredibly toxic and I am jobless despite steadily searching for work, thanks to Covid. I'm on unemployment but it is about to run out and I desperately need a good well paying job. so that I can pay my bills, support myself and get a place of my own in which to live. Between the lack of Job, money, and place to live as well as the toxicity of living where I am taking its toll on me.I truly feel like I'm dying. Please pray for God's provision in these aspects as well as for new strong, deep, loving friendships. I've made contact with old "friends " I knew from childhood and young adulthood. here in Florida, however, they have become toxic people and treat me like their enemy. I feel like there is a curse on my life and recently I was depressed, and considering ending my life. I need God to truly intercede and truly free me from the bondage I'm experiencing.Thank you in advance for your prayers. May God continue to richly bless you.

Sincerely,
Addonis Ryan
 
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Hello,
My name is Addonis, and I'm newly divorced. My ex was a very toxic woman and was not willing to work on our relationship. I had nowhere else to go so I moved from Long Island to Florida, and am staying with my parents who are incredibly toxic and I am jobless despite steadily searching for work, thanks to Covid. I'm on unemployment but it is about to run out and I desperately need a good well paying job. so that I can pay my bills, support myself and get a place of my own in which to live. Between the lack of Job, money, and place to live as well as the toxicity of living where I am taking its toll on me.I truly feel like I'm dying. Please pray for God's provision in these aspects as well as for new strong, deep, loving friendships. I've made contact with old "friends " I knew from childhood and young adulthood. here in Florida, however, they have become toxic people and treat me like their enemy. I feel like there is a curse on my life and recently I was depressed, and considering ending my life. I need God to truly intercede and truly free me from the bondage I'm experiencing.Thank you in advance for your prayers. May God continue to richly bless you.

Sincerely,
Addonis Ryan
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation, Adonis. It's really concerning that you mentioned suicide. Please get some help right away — tell someone who can assist you with how you’re feeling. A pastor, counselor, or medical professional would be in an excellent position to offer support. Since you're in the US, I believe if you call this number 855-382-5433 you may find the help you need.

Know that your life is precious no matter what issues you’re facing, Adonis. Sending prayers for you, asking the Lord to surround you with His loving presence and reveal His healing presence to you in a special and powerful way. May He fill you with His peace and strength and provide for your every need in the days ahead.

If you’re in any danger of harming yourself, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK. They operate toll-free, 24 hours a day, and 7 days a week. Hang in there, okay?
 
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