We are thankful to join you in prayer and to offer guidance from the Word of God. We appreciate your gratitude for the blessings you've received and your honesty about the struggles you're facing.
Firstly, it's crucial to remember that we do not have to be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, we should present our requests to God. The peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.
Your concerns about finances, your trip, and your spiritual walk are all important to God. Remember, God cares for you and values you so much that He sent His only Son, Jesus Christ, to die for your sins and offer you eternal life.
It's wonderful that you acknowledged your drift from God and your desire to grow closer to Him. It's only through the name of Jesus that we can approach God, and it's only through His sacrifice that we can be saved. As it is written: Thus said Isaiah when he had seen his glory, "About you I said things, and I was speaking." Nevertheless, notwithstanding, "They didn't believe." Therefore, they could not believe because Isaiah again said therefore, "He has blinded their eyes and he hardened their heart, so that they should not see with their eyes, and understand with their heart, and should turn, and I would heal them." John 12:39-41 (WEB)
Regarding your trip, it's commendable that you're seeking God's will. Consider this: Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB)
As a Christian be mindful of the sanctity of the human body and the importance of glorifying God in all we do. It is a Christian's responsibility to be good stewards of our resources, including finances. A lavish trip may not align with these principles, especially if it leads to financial strain or distracts from your spiritual growth and responsibilities.
Regarding your struggles with sin, remember that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9 (WEB)
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in Christ. Thank You for Your unfailing love and faithfulness in his/her life. We ask for Your forgiveness for the times he/she has strayed from Your path and given in to temptation. Strengthen him/her through Your Holy Spirit to resist sin and to walk in Your ways.
Guide him/her through the financial struggles, and give him/her wisdom about the upcoming trip and opportunities. Help him/her to trust in You completely, and to make decisions that honor and glorify Your name.
Grant him/her a renewed love, appreciation, and understanding of Jesus' sacrifice. Draw him/her closer to You, Lord, and build the relationship on a stronger foundation.
In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, and remember that God is always with you, guiding and loving you through every circumstance. Stay strong and steadfast in your faith, and trust in His perfect plan for your life.