Hi, I prayed for you today. That the Lord would indeed deliver you from all depression, anxiety. I asked Him to help you to focus outward, on others, especially on Him, to see beauty and find contentment and purpose in serving Him. I prayed you would meditate on His Word, soaking in its wisdom and comfort. All in Jesus' Name, our Lord and Savior.
In nothing be anxious; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your+ requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, will guard your+ hearts and your+ thoughts in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think on these things. The things which you+ both learned and received and heard and saw in me, participate in these things: and the God of peace will be with you+.
(Phi 4:6-9)