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Please pray for me; i am at the end of my rope. it seems i cannot pray enough, tithe enough, beleive enough to get any releif for finances. i have sold almost everything i own to just feed myself a small amount each day. I have almost nothing left to sell. i have prayed and prayed, had others praying just to be able to meet my expenses to no avail. i have lost almost 20 lbs since beginning of july because i am trying to get the bills paid and that is not sucessful at all. i feel so bad because i am just so sad and bewildered and wondering what to do. i pray daily for Him to order my every step and now i am praying for Him to just take me to Him in Heaven. It is a beautiful day here and i am praising Him and trying to feel Him and i am just so sad because i fear going home to see what is going to be shut off or what debt collectors will harass me. i know the scripture and i know i am not to feel as i do, but i have to be honest and tell you that I do feel this way and so i am asking for your prayer. please ask Him to show me what to do.