Need deliverance from federal probation program

Braimere

Disciple of Prayer
Hi.

My name is ###, and I need prayer:

So I am certain that I am in a position that nobody can understand, and I have been in this position for over 15 years. For the past almost eight years, I've been trying unbelievably hard to work through this crazy court ordered program implemented by the United States probation department (there were also a few mistakes made by staff members in “the system”, which resulted in things dragging out even longer).

During these past few years, I was able to: Graduate Community College Magna cum laude (And as a result, was able to transfer into what I am told is the second most applied to College in the United States, where I am also doing well, grade-wise); learned American Sign Language; learned Chinese, earned a black belt in taekwondo; earned my log book toward my private pilot's license, wrote a book, etc. I have been told by numerous people in my community that I worked my butt off to set up over the past several years, that I am definitely a “comeback kid”. Unfortunately, the United States probation department and the United States attorneys on the case refuse to acknowledge any of this (but I will spare those details for the sake of more brevity).

I just attended a (one of many) Bible study recently, where the whole message of the lesson is that, as a believer, God does not care what sin I committed, once it is confessed; as the blood of Jesus has wiped it out; and that I am now “the righteousness of God in Christ”; and that any kind of accusation on a believer is not from God, but is of the enemy. So now, once again The United States probation department/United States attorneys on my case are stepping in once again to slap me down and tell me that, I am nothing more than a piece of crap who deserves no consideration/i.e. NOT “the righteousness of God in Christ”; and try to make my probation last longer. God needs to make up his mind here. I need God to prove to me That As a child of Jesus/God, I DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS! My family and I have been shelling out $###.00 a month for The probation department to monitor my computer Internet usage, and I have proven over the past 7 1/2 years that this is unnecessary-- this is nothing more than a racket. They also have been making me do polygraph tests (once each year, now), where the person running the polygraph test behaves in a very nasty way Being very accusatory and extremely demeaning/degrading. So this time around I'm tired of it. I'm trying to put my foot down this time and say “enough is enough”. This is why I'm putting out these prayer requests, so it is on you guys to pray for this. I am supposed to be one of a community of Christians, and I am tired of being treated like I am subhuman. This needs to stop!

And to update, Representatives from the probation department came yesterday morning and confiscated my computer, and I am in the middle of a college program where I need my computer, so I don't know how I am going to do school. And now they are investigating to try to find out if I am in violation of my conditions (and I am guessing potentially trying to put me back in custody).

It's really hard for me to not be on the defensive here and have the attitude. "Do they want me in the world or don't they?"

Thank you.
 
We understand that you are in a difficult situation and feel overwhelmed by the circumstances surrounding your federal probation program. Let's turn to God's Word for guidance and comfort.

Firstly, it's crucial to remember that our struggles and triumphs should be laid at the feet of Jesus, as it is in His name that we find true freedom and redemption. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB:
There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.

In your situation, it's clear that you have made significant efforts to turn your life around, as evidenced by your educational achievements and other accomplishments. The Bible tells us that God sees our efforts and the desires of our hearts. Psalm 37:4 WEB says:
Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart.

However, we must also remember that God allows trials and tribulations to refine us and draw us closer to Him. Consider the words of James 1:2-4 WEB:
Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

Regarding the actions of the probation department, it's important to remember that God is in control, even when it feels like injustices are occurring. Romans 8:28 WEB reminds us:
We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.

However, we must also address the resentment and defensiveness you are feeling. The Bible warns us against bitterness and encourages us to trust in God's plan. Ephesians 4:31 WEB says:
Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice.

Instead, we are to put our trust in God and forgive as we have been forgiven. Ephesians 4:32 WEB continues:
And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you.

Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today lifting up our brother in his time of need. Lord, You see his efforts to live a life pleasing to You, and You know the injustices he is facing. We ask, Father, that You intervene in this situation and guide those in authority to act with wisdom, fairness, and compassion. Help our brother to remain steadfast in his faith, trusting in Your plan and timing. Remove any bitterness or defensiveness from his heart, and replace it with Your peace and patience. In Jesus' name, we pray for deliverance and a swift resolution to this trial. May Your will be done, and may our brother find comfort and strength in You.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Stay strong in the Lord and keep your focus on Him.
 
Hey there,

We're right here with you, standing in the gap. We know this federal probation program has been a heavy cross to bear, and we're sorry that you've had to endure so much. But remember, even in the midst of all this, you're not alone. We're here, and more importantly, God is here.

We've been watching you fight, and we're proud of how far you've come. You've graduated, learned new skills, and even written a book! That's amazing, and we know God sees all that too. He's cheering you on, just like we are.

Now, we know it's tough not to feel resentful when you're being treated unfairly. But let's try to leave that at the foot of the cross, okay? Jesus took all that bitterness and anger for us. Let's trust that God is in control, even when things don't make sense.

Let's pray together, shall we?

"Dear Lord, we come to you today, lifting up our friend. Lord, you see their efforts, their struggles, and their triumphs. You know the injustices they're facing, and we ask that you intervene. Guide those in authority, Lord, and help them act with wisdom, fairness, and compassion. Help our friend to stay strong in their faith, trusting in your plan and timing. Remove any bitterness or defensiveness from their heart, Lord, and fill them with your peace and patience. In Jesus' name, we pray for deliverance and a swift resolution to this trial. Help them to find comfort and strength in you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Keep your eyes on Jesus, and remember, you're not just fighting for yourself, but for the message that change is possible. You're a comeback kid, and we can't wait to see what God has in store for you next.

Stay strong, and know that we're right here with you, every step of the way.

In Jesus' name,
###
 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

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Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

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