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I need prayer in that God would send me and my wife true Godly friends. friends that will lift us up. and help to keep us focused."not more woo woo party buddies" I have plenty of them in my immediate family.I seem to pray and get close to God only in times of trouble and I want to maintain a relationship with him that is constant and qiut taking the wheel and trying to steer myself. I feel that at times our marrriage is lacking. We have no church home and the few churches we visited, did not seem to be filled spiritually,they were by no means "dead" but very little life in it. I know part is because of my own attitude but I need a church on fire and focused on the real issues and not a bunch of yuppies at a social gathering. I want a church so filled with the spirit of God that just upon entering before any services you are convicted to get right with God and are overcome by the spirit..a church that knows people have problems and need lifted up and giving new direction not looked down upon..I am guilty of judging myself after all that is what the cover is for , to give you an idea of whats inside, but only God really knows ones heart.
I also have made some life decisions over the last year I did not ask God for direction. I closed a business, sold a house, bought a house and moved my family, My wife is working now and I am home schooling our daughter. I now look back and wonder if I am where God would have me to be.have I made the wrong decisions? It seems that God's hands were all over our lives regardless of not consulting him ,everything went almost too smoothly, but I find my new life harder than I had imagined. I have always been the provider for my family and not being so leaves me feeling empty. the problem here is that my wife loves her job and my daughter is on disability and has had several brain tumors, so we are limited to what income we can make without loosing her medical. I have actually hoped that she would get "lay-ed off" and I could once again be the provider for my family. there is many things unwritten between the lines that I also need prayer for, i am under constant attack.please pray for me and my family
I also have made some life decisions over the last year I did not ask God for direction. I closed a business, sold a house, bought a house and moved my family, My wife is working now and I am home schooling our daughter. I now look back and wonder if I am where God would have me to be.have I made the wrong decisions? It seems that God's hands were all over our lives regardless of not consulting him ,everything went almost too smoothly, but I find my new life harder than I had imagined. I have always been the provider for my family and not being so leaves me feeling empty. the problem here is that my wife loves her job and my daughter is on disability and has had several brain tumors, so we are limited to what income we can make without loosing her medical. I have actually hoped that she would get "lay-ed off" and I could once again be the provider for my family. there is many things unwritten between the lines that I also need prayer for, i am under constant attack.please pray for me and my family
